Nuff Said!

Like Father Like Sun

Peace Ya’ll! Since I’ve released the above three books I’ve been getting a lot of positive responses from people who’ve either purchased them or I donated to them as a part of my Prison House Koran Correspondence Project. Cee, I really don’t talk too much about ‘what I do’ because my “light” travels (9/Actual Facts) alot faster than “sound” (8/Actual Facts), b.u.t. sometimes I gotta slow things down for a moment to give people a practical sense of what I do-do (pun not intended) LOL! This is important so they can get a grasp on where I’m practically coming from. If not, people may assume I just intelligently talk shit! LOL! Ya’ll I’ve been accused of being arrogant with my Math, not making myself available to people particularly Gods/Earths reaching out to me, being a dissenter, etc.. b.u.t. that’s all buuuuuullshit! -shakes head- First of all, I know what I do and what I do, I do to the best of my ability. So writing, rhyming, producing music, mentoring youth, etc.. are just a few of my talents -and I do all of them well! As far as making myself available to people… particularly Gods and Earths...? I receive letters from Gods in the Injustice all across North America every week! I’m not talking about Chris Brown like fan mail, b.u.t. I do receive enough correspondences where I need to dedicate a minimum of a few hours a week just to respond. Also keep in Mind that I’ve been corresponding with people in the Injustice for “years, months and days” (36/1-40). Aside from that, I receive countless emails, myspace messages, youtube messages and vm’s from Gods/Earths and People all across North America. Include the fact that I have a couple justice cipher borns that I work -either one, the other or both- 7 days a week and you get a glimpse of the type of days I’m dealing with. In all of this I always dedicate time to spend with the youth. The rest of the time I squeeze outta my days I utilize as personal time. Now I’m not saying all of this because of an EGO or to smell myself; these are things I love to do because it’s simply in my heart. My determined idea for making a contributions to civilization is not so I can have muthafuckas standing around pointing saying, “YO, THAT’S THE GOD SALADIN”! At the same time, I ain’t knockin ya’ll who’re trying to make a name for yourselves like that; that’s just where you’re at -and may stay- in your growth and development. Anyway, sometimes I just need to make knowledge born through a Public Service Announcement like this to let ya’ll know this ain’t fun, games and gossip! I am the very change I advocate; period. Now for Today’s Article… -grin-

When I first started learning about The Nation of Gods and Earths (Five Percenters), one of the greatest qualities I admired about The Father (FKA: Clarence 13X) was his ability to magnetize and be amongst the youth. I think people reaaaaaaaly take for granted the fact that when The Father was in his late 30’s, children were breakin their neck to hang around him! All of this attention, yet The Father wasn’t a Celebrity, Athlete, Musician, Artist, Dancer, Actor, Singer, Comedian, Drug Dealer, Pimp, etc… The Father had this kind of profound effect on the youth and he wasn’t any of these 106 & Parkian Icons you cee “drawing up” (8/1-40) our youth today! He was a plain Man that said shit that made the youth forge identification cards to get a chance to cee him when he was locked up in an insane asylum!!! His words -not money, wardrobe, or social status- had children begging for Lessons!!! He had to literally tell kids they can’t be skippin school to hang out with him, and they even listened to him when he told those who had charges on em to turn themselves in! The Father had children damn near 11 years old running to round up their friends so they can come stand around and listen to what he was saying! Think about that for a second…!

Aside from the knowledge I got from my Enlightener, The Father’s real, unstaged, authentic relationship with youth is what gave me a greater insight into what the True & Living God is! Why? Because the youth have an intimate relationship with the truth and know what’s real when they cee and feel it! For the youth to welcome The Father into their “social equality” (8/1-14) like that says a great deal about him. It says even more that all he gave them was what was going on in his head -through the words he spoke.

To willingly be amongst the youth demands of a person certain natural qualities. I say ‘natural qualities’ because they have to come natural to a person who willingly chooses to be amongst the youth. This is completely different then “having to deal with deez muthafuckas”; as some of you say openly or in quietness of your own Mind! LOL! As Gods and Earths, we learn in various degrees that ‘we have a duty to teach’. While many of us learn to take on this responsibility, there are many who naturally carry this responsibility as a personality trait or value. It’s kinda like the difference between a job and career. The Father clearly didn’t cee his responsibility to the youth -and other people- as a 9 to 5. This is not to say that there is anything wrong with those Gods and Earths who approach teaching civilization -especially to the youth- as a job because they may be putting in a lot of overtime! -shrugs-

Cee, when you’re amongst the youth -and even many adults-, one of the qualities you must have is patience! People without patience cannot tolerate or deal with children, period. Think about how patient The Father had to be to handle the “swift and changeable ”-emotional, intellectual, social and economic- currents (8/1-40) the youth were going through around him. If he had no patience, he wouldn’t have had the time to build relationships with the youth. Adults who lack the patience to be amongst the youth view this relationship like they're spoon feeding an elephant.

Another quality that’s important to have is understanding. You have to be very, very understanding to deal with youth because they’re young and developing a sense of direction in this labyrinth called Life. In the process, there are going to be a lot of lessons they learn, especially lessons we may have learned many years ago! Without understanding, an Adult tends to put unreasonable expectations on the youth’s ability to critically analyze ciphers and solve problems. As civilized people, Gods and Earths don’t advocate attacking (DESTROYING) the youth’s cognitive abilities -especially their own children- like the average 85er does with venomous phrases like, “You are so stupid!” “Are you dumb?!” “Dumb muthafucka!” and etc... Instead, Gods and Earths use phrases like “Do the knowledge!”, “That’s Wisdom Knowledge!”, “How you drawin that Math up?!”, etc. to BUILD with em. The downside to this is that the tone often doesn’t change, and even a phrase like “Do the knowledge!” can be impressionably interpreted as “Think; stupid ass!” by a youth who’re actually seeking encouragement -even when they don’t know they’re seeking it! So, without understanding, where the youth are at in their socio-intellectual Koran, Adults can be putting the nails in their own future coffin. Think about it; What youth do you know that loves to be around or help out some cantankerous-ass ole person who treats em like they don’t know shit?!

There are many other qualities that are definitely important, b.u.t. what it ultimately comes down to is respect (re-spect; to look again) or ‘taking a second look’ at what the youth mean to us in regards to our future on this Planet Earth. The Father focused on the youth because he undoubtedly understood that the youth ensured the immortal legacy of the Math! The Father wasn’t arrogant or ignorant enough to think -like many Adults- that he was simply going to be here tomorrow; without ever consulting and developing a relationship with the gatekeepers of the future; the youth.

Another thing to consider is that The Father wasn’t corny. Many of us are so outta touch with our “ownself” (13/1-36) that we honestly don’t know when we’re being just strait up corny! -shakes head- I damn sure know when I am and that sense of self awareness is what gives me a psychological edge when it comes to self evaluation and critically analyzing ciphers. For the youth the fuck with him like that, on a very basic level, The Father had to be a real cool dude! -grin-

To conclude Today’s Article I wanna address the nayslayers for a second. Now for those of you who want to accuse The Father of contributing to the delinquency of minors, distorting/changing ‘The Lessons’ or misleading impressionable children, how do you explain the positively productive results that came outta their relationship/proximity to him?! Many of you may disagree with The Father’s methodologies and that’s your lack of understanding. He got the damn job done, we continue to get the job done and you can never take that away from us! Yeah there are some Gods and Earths who aren’t doing their best, just like there aren’t some Muslims, Christians, Atheists, etc... doing their best too! -shrugs- One of the single most important questions to ask yourself is “Is this world going to be a better place when I leave it because I personally contributed to civilization?” I can say without a doubt that because of The Father’s caring and proactiveness to reach out the youth, he was instrumental in helping transform the psycho-socioeconomic landscape of America -and the Planet Earth as a whole- for the better! His contribution to civilization is undeniable, and through a succession of Enlighteners who have chosen to add to this legacy, I -like many other Gods and Earths- are a living breathing example of this less traveled journey! So with that said, I leave as I came…


Peace!

-a Puzzle Ring- figure it out!!!

Preventative Maintenance

Peace Ya’ll! Having Knowledge of Self is one thing b.u.t. forging, striving to elevate and maintaining a relationship with it is like apples and oranges! I will be upfront, I have cultural distrust issues and every God and Earth should! I say this because to put your cultural trust in a potential companion to make certain decisions that are in line with your Core Values -which they don’t share or may not even know- is a landmine waiting to blow-up in your faces! Notice I said “your faces”, because they get damaged too! Well where does the damage occur? The damage occurs when we place “trust” -AKA: unreasonable expectations- on a person to adhere to/uphold the same Cultural Principles we would in a given situation. This seems pretty simple up front and many Gods and Earths simply write off people from the door by categorizing them as “85’s” (14/1-40), b.u.t. it’s not always that clean, clear and concise -especially when “the Sun (Man) and Moon (Woman) have an attractive power on this plan”- it makes it that much harder! (8/1-40) Today I’m going build about Preventative Maintenance when it comes to Companionships.

When I first got Knowledge of Self I was very idealistic about “making” (1/1-10) a relationship. I couldn’t even conceive why a person wouldn’t love to get to know themselves more intimately and grow and develop into the best they could be; I couldn’t even cee that! So when it came to building with a potential Earth I never took the time to find out if this Culture is what she wants; I assumed she did! The reality is, many Women have a difficult time accepting/dealing with a Man because they’re used to accepting/dealing with males/boys. So when a Man waltz’s his ass into her life there’s usually a tug of war between roles and it’s steeped in the politics of power and dominion (control). The Women is reluctant to equally distribute her power and dominion (control) that the Man’s nature demands! If, and I say “if” these superpowers can work pass these wars and learn to be diplomatic about their respective roles within the relationship, then the relationship can actually work…at ground level…between a Man and a Women.

Now as Gods -and Earths- there’s different “cultural” expectations when it comes to entering into a relationship. First of all, we identify ourselves as much more than just a Man or Woman; this is why we come in the name of “God” and “Earth”. In regards to Gods: Keep in Mind that most Women have a difficult time just accepting a Man, so accepting you as God is often a huuuuuuuge psychological stretch for them. This hasn’t nothing to do with how swift you are or magnetic your Math is either; “They” simply don’t accept you as God (cognitive dissonance)! Even when you make knowledge born to them about who you are, and they appear to accept you by calling you God, learning Lessons, etc.., in their heart of hearts they’re really just looking at you as an “Asiatic Black Man” (1/1-10), if that. Not all Women are like this b.u.t. many of them are. All I’m saying is don’t think that just because she can quote Lessons, or calls you God that-that’s in her heart. If you’re a God and you really aren’t sure if this Wiz, so-called Queen or Earth is really about this culture then build with her!! And when you’re building with her don’t accept anything she says, question her to the point where she reveals the underlining Principle that upholds/supports her feelings; you’ll be surprised at what you cee, how she really cee’s this culture and how she’s ultimately been looking at you -maybe for “years, months and days” (36/1-40). *WARNING: If you’re satisfied with how things appear then keep them that way because you might now want to accept what will be revealed and take on the responsibility of doing something about it. I’m talking about “YOU” accepting what will be revealed and “YOU” taking on the responsibility of doing something about it. Your Wiz, so-called Queen or Earth may not want to do shit about it! Why should she?! You’ve already accepted her for who she is by laying down with her, maybe having a child -or children- with her, shackin up with her! Now it’s all about damage control, not the preventative maintenance I’ve been building about. The best way to resolve this kind of situation is to rebuild from the ground up be checking into a cultural rehab program. The reason you’ve gotten into this situation in the first place is because you were lax about your Cultural Values and allowed someone to come into your life who wasn’t “a said a person of that ability” (20/1-40). Don’t beat yourself up about it though; the fact that this person has learned “how to act” like they’re about this Culture “at home and abroad” (14/1-14) made this situation as clear as mud. Checking into a cultural rehab program means you need some time apart so you can get your head right! There’s no guarantee that you’ll ever get back with this Wiz, so-called Queen or Earth because she may not want to accept the Koran you’ve “renewed” (1/1-40). Also, one of the rules of recovery is to not go back to the same environment that helped sponsored your trip to rehab in the first damn place; you may relapse -“fall victim to” (38/1-40)- one of the “four” (10/1-14) triggers that cannot be reformed. Although you may want her -and the child(ren) to be a family, what you actually need is a universe and I know this is hard to accept b.u.t.: IT HAS TO BE ALL OR NOTHING. Anything “other than” (12/1-36) this would be ‘settling for the worst part’ (1/1-14) and ‘caring about the poor part’ (3/1-14). Anyway….., at the end of the day it’s better to live on your feet as the True and Living God by yourself, then slowly dying on your knees alongside someone who’s having a hard time ceeing you as an Asiatic Black Man. When it comes to Earths, all of the same concepts apply; if some dude can’t really cee you as a Queen or Earth and only uses these shallow terms as psychological Scooby Snacks, you gotta make some difficult decisions for you and your child(dren).

When I say “I have cultural distrust issues” this is not distrust in a prejudicial sense where I’m suspicious or reluctant about dealing with certain people. What I’m saying is, when I get to know people -based upon the Worldview and Core Values they show me- I simply don’t/won’t entrust them with certain tasks, delegate certain responsibilities to them, or share certain experiences with them because they don’t share my Worldview and Core Values as a God and Earth. That would be cultural negligence if I did. It’s like handing a person a blueprint to build something and expecting them to complete it without knowing for sure if they have an engineering background and experience in it. More importantly than that, we may not have even taken the time to cee if they view the task as a job or a thriving career; there is a difference!! Now many of you smart dumb muthafuckas just climbed up on your holy high horse and said “God the duty of the civilized is to teach he who is savage...!” (18/1-40). YES, I agree 120%; “Our” duty is to teach, b.u.t. their duty can be to just stay black -brown, red, yellow and white- and die! And if that’s what they want to do, we have no right to take that away from them or stand in their way! If we do stand in their way, we can be the very obstruction that’s stopping them from actually getting it right! Take that into consideration the next time you’re running your mouth, I mean “building with” em?! -shakes head-

To conclude Today’s Article I want to reemphasize that just because a person can recite Lessons, does Mathematical Tricks, or is pretty proficient in using the Supreme Math and Supreme Alphabet to spell words like ‘true I master equality’ (time), it doesn’t mean that they recognize, share and adhere to the Worldview and Core Values of The NGE. Our Supreme Mathematics are often referred to as ‘keys’ to understand -or unlock- our relationship to -and within- the universe. KEEP IN MIND that this -and any- relationship is Principle based. To have a relationship with any person, place or thing, you must identify and adhere to how it/they function. How something functions identifies it’s purpose and it’s purpose is it’s Principle or ‘Law which governs it’s process(es)’! This is to say that there are many people that simply do not know Supreme Mathematics in Principle! Therefore, they may be able to talk all day about Equality b.u.t. can’t/won’t show you Equality when the situation demands it; there’s an obvious glitch/lapse in understanding how Supreme Mathematics should be applied in Principle! Anyway, here are your basic preventative maintenance options when it comes to Companionships:

1. Before you get with someone take your time to really get to know them by the Principles they do/will live according to “regardless of whom or what” (11/1-14)! Find out what they’re really committed to in their heart and then decide if you want to -and can- live with it, because you will!

2. If you’ve discovered that you made an error in judgment with choosing a companion who’s not really about the Principles you adhere to and uphold, find a way to gracefully bow outta that shit! It will probably hurt -a lot- and you may be opening up the gates of hell, b.u.t. in the end you’ll be alright; you don’t have a choice!

3. Disregard all of this. Treat this Article as inapplicable bullshit and keep your positive and productive Companionship moving! Thanks for reading it to the end though; I appreciate the open Mind. -grin-

Peace!

The Deportation of the Moon

Peace Yall! As some of you know, I’ve written a Mathemanual about relationships that I’m still refining, so when it comes to “relationships” there’s alot of things I don’t build about simply because it’ll be in the Mathemanual. Anyway, I do wanna share this info with ya’ll because it’s been heavy on my Third. First and foremost, for us -especially males- to get a wholistic view of Society it’s very, very important for us to understand that not only is it fundamentally Racist b.u.t. it’s fundamentally Sexist! As a matter of fact, this Society was Sexist before it was Racist and because of this Sexism, MEN AND WOMEN have been negatively influenced to view themselves and eachother in ways that are terribly distorted! Consequently, this distortion has set up power relations between Man and Woman that has never advocated one common cause or equality. Today I wanna focus on ‘The Deportation of the Moon’. I also wanna give shout out to my God Brother DRE Allah for recently puttin me -and many others- on to a recent Cosmos Article bearing witness to the Concept of the Deportation of the Moon!

Not sure if many of you know this b.u.t being God -or Earth- isn’t easy, and you constantly come in contact with people who can only define you in the limited terms of their intellectual tools & Worldview. Since most people believe in a Mystery God, when they do meet the True & Living God he’s nothing b.u.t. a “Mysterious Man”. Because of this, people go through what is called Cognitive Dissonance -a Subject I’ve built about extensively in another Article- where this new information completely challenges their accepted Worldview. Cognitive Dissonance is really nothing b.u.t. a Proverbial Mirror where a person is forced to look within themselves and reevaluate how they cee themselves in light of the new information that’s brought before them. There are three basic reactions to this “Mirror” and one response:

* People react by openly attacking this information.

* People react by denying the information by blocking it out through humor or by avoiding it completely (disassociation).

* People react by injuring themselves, getting sick, going crazy or even killing themselves because their challenged Worldview isn’t the only thing that exists any more.

* People respond by evaluating the information and updating their perspective.

As you can cee by the above three reactions and one response, there is only one Scientific approach; the fourth, and unfortunately, this is hardly the step that people are willing to take; it’s EGO shattering scary and directly confronts their sense of self importance.

Anyway, when it comes to females in Society, before they’ve taken their first breath they’ve been prenatally shaped with the Sexist/Societal Idea that they’re a Sexual Object. What this means is that overtly and covertly, Women are institutionally taught to define themselves in purely sexual terms with their reproductive ability being Primary to this adopted Value System. Couple this Worldview with males who’re are encouraged to reinforce this bullshit with as an institutionalized Status Quo and the result are Women who’ve been inundated this the Sexist idea that their “Best Part” (1/1-14) is solely between their legs. What this functionally translates into is: it’s all about what they can do in the Bedroom or Maternity Ward. NOW, here’s the first Scientific Principle I’ve discovered over the years:

1. A female who has consciously and subconsciously learned to primarily define herself in sexual terms will run into a psychoanalytical ‘brick wall’ when she meets a Man (or God) who does not define her as a sexual object. The thickness and texture of this ‘brick wall’ will be based upon her age, ethnic orientation, religious affiliation, family dynamics, environment, education and past relationships; all influences that are governed by a Sexist Society.

Let me elaborate; when a God is getting Knowledge of Self -or Man is seeking to develop himself- we learn very early on that we can’t expect to master ourselves while being controlled by our desires, and sex is one of the greatest natural desires! Make no mistake about it; females are very, very powerful and part of that power is in their ability to carry and born physical life. The other part of this power is in their ability to “stimulate life” (sexual/sensual attraction); this is a very powerful experience too! Because we exist in a Sexist Society, the only realms of real power a female is afforded is in the Bedroom and the Maternity Ward, and even in these realms, Men still control, govern, dominate and define them. As stated, this causes a fundamental problem for a female -who’s taught to primarily define herself in sexual terms- when she meets a God -or Man- who does not reinforce this Misogynistic Status Quo. This brings me to the second Scientific Principle:

2. Since the only realms of real power for a female is the Bedroom and Maternity Ward, when a female -taught to primarily define herself in sexual terms- has this power taken away or suppressed, she goes through the same EGO destructing side effects of a Sensory Deprivation Subject.

Sensory Deprivation is the science of taking a person’s five senses away and studying how the Mind reacts under these EGO destructuring conditions. Basically, a person is ‘suspended’ in a tank of water in complete darkness where they can’t cee, touch, taste, smell or hear anything. After a certain amount of time -which the subject has no concept of- their Mind begins to hallucinate; suffocating the EGO which aimlessly reaches out in this Triple Darkness to validate itself. Some people have flipped out from this experiment, others have found a profound sense of Self Awareness beyond the “primary” terms they’ve learned to identify themselves with in Society. In this sense, when a God -or Man- challenges a female to reassess the way she’s learned to primarily define herself -in sexual terms- by ‘suspending’ her ability to be empowered in the Bedroom or Maternity Ward, this ‘think tank’ forces her EGO to go through the same exact effects as a Sensory Deprivation Subject.

Why would a God -or Man- even want to take this power away from a female who has consciously and subconsciously learned to primarily define herself according to these sexual terms? Because this is necessary for her to cee herself essentially; beyond the sexual terms she’s learned to primarily define herself according to. There are two type of Men who will take this power away from her and show her what this power truly means; a King and a Pimp! While the King teaches a female that she’s a Queen and sex should not be used as a Weapon, a Pimp teaches a female that she’s a Quean and sex should be used as a Weapon for him. Both a King and a Pimp DO NOT THINK WITH THEIR DICK! A King and a Pimp understand that many Kingdoms and Stables have been destroyed when a Man THOUGHT WITH HIS DICK, got enchanted/caught up by a female and couldn’t control his desires; again: sex is one of the greatest natural desires! A King and a Pimp enjoy sex just like that next Man b.u.t. they understand The “Politics” (Politics: the Science of POWER or force) of Sex that that the average Man doesn’t. A power that every female begins to learn before she starts to crawl!

As God (a King), helping a female recognize that she has consciously and subconsciously learned to primarily define herself according to sexual terms -because of this Sexist Society- isn’t easy! Many Women actually believe that they’re meaningless, worthless, insignificant and even ponder suicide when a God -or Man- chooses to redefine Sexuality outside of the context of American Societal Standards; this changes the “Politics” Power Relationships of the sexual act itself. For instance, if a Woman chooses to leave after sex -even if the Man wanted her to stay- she’s O.K. with that, b.u.t. if a Man tells her to leave after sex -if the Woman chooses to stay- she won’t be O.K. with that. Although the sexual act is the same in both instances, what would cause the different reaction from the female? Sexual Politics. When a Woman doesn’t get her way in the sexual arena this experience makes her EGO lash out in various ways to validate ‘itself’ because ‘it’ thinks that she may be looked at as a Whore! In order to rightfully govern as a King or to Pimp a bitch, these Men must systematically make a female confront and identify the Sexual Devil that Society has manufactured within her. The King encourages her to cee herself as a Queen so she can obtain true civilization and inner wealth. The Pimp encourages her to cee herself as a Quean so she can perpetuate the devil’s civilization and he can “make himself rich from her labor” (9/1-40). Like I stated earlier, this causes Cognitive Dissonance and she goes through the same EGO destructing effects as a Sensory Deprivation Subject! “Am I a fucking Whore?!” is a fundamental question the King or Pimp wants to raise in a females Mind, b.u.t. they have two entirely different deermined ideas and support systems for cultivating that thought.

When it comes to a God teaching an Earth, this fundamental question underlines every interaction that takes place throughout her education; she must learn that “sex” (SIX in Latin, HEX in Greek) IS NOT the True and Living God besides God! This brings me to Scientific Principle number three:

3. Regardless if he’s a self defined King or a Pimp, helping a female come to terms with her Sexual Devil Society manufactured is “experimenting with high explosives” (8/1-40) and by involving yourself in this relationship “you will give your Life before your word shall fail.” (11/1-14)

A King and a Pimp takes a Woman’s power in the Bedroom and Maternity and redistributes it back to her; the King based upon Righteous Terms, the Pimp based upon Unrighteous Terms. The reality is, all females are by nature Queens -Black, Brown, Red, Yellow and White- b.u.t. ALL OF THEM have been and are being systematically taught to be Queans (Whores). Many females have been using sex as a Political Tool for so long that their unprincipled motto has become, “The means justify the end” and will do damn near anything to get what they want using sex as the vehicle. How does a God -or Man- challenge a female to reassess the way she primarily defines herself in sexual terms? He expresses an attitude of patience, sobriety, respect, moderation, etc. when it comes to the sexual act itself along with techniques of self control so that he doesn’t allow himself to be ruled in the sexual arena. Why? Because ‘6’ is symbolic to the Woman and her World; the number ‘6’ denotes gender (Equality), is shaped like a pregnant Woman facing east, and is translated as SEX in Latin among other things. In order to obtain Godhood or ‘7’, it is paramount that a Man be able to control his sexual appetite. I’ve never come across a Religion or Spiritual System that advocates mental ascension that doesn’t emphasize Man’s responsibility for controlling his desires, namely sex! On a practical level, no Woman can respect, seek security in, willingly follow, or trust a Man who she can control sexually. Although she may try -because she was made to be other than herself-, once she accomplishes the goal of mastering a Man sexually she eventually looses interest; he’s no longer a challenge. I know the Women are listening because they already know this! LMAO! MEN YOU NEED TO LEARN TO RECITE THIS SHIT! LMAO!

Now this concept of a female defining herself in sexual terms takes on a whole new complexity when a God -or Man- is actually educating a female about how the Sexual Politics she’s adopted and often used her whole life are “the wrong” foods (sex) (10/1-36). The complexity -or “high explosiveness”- takes place when a God begins to teach a Woman about these “wrong” foods (sex) without negating food (sex) itself; it’s a very fragile, intimate and potentially volatile place for both parties to be in! Therein lies the science of ‘The Deportation of the Moon’. -deep breath-

The Deportation of the Moon

In short, Elijah built about a dissatisfied Scientist -referred to as Jatu; Shabazz’s early Ancestor- that wanted the World to speak the same language, so he took some dynamite, put it inside the Earth and blew off a portion of the Earth that separated from the Planet and became a Satellite, later to be known as ‘The Moon’. When you do the knowledge to ‘The Deportation of the Moon’ there are other subtleties/nuances that give you deeper insights.

First of all, the Moon is symbolic to the Original Woman’s Mind/Mentality because the Moon responds to the light of the Sun (Man) as luminary partner. The Moon also functions as a mirror-like flashlight; reflecting & redirecting light in order to show the Sun what it’s shining. “The Sun and Moon have an attracting power on the Planet” (8/1-40) meaning the collective intelligence that is transcendent of the Woman’s physical body (Earth) influences her tides (emotions; sympathetic nervous system) and atmosphere (emotions) -“there are many different layer so currents real cold and warm, others very swift and changeable” (8/1-40). On the humorous side, at one point in the Lunar Cycle the Moon gives the Sun it’s ‘Full’ undivided Attention, b.u.t. when she’s acting brand ‘New’ she shows her natural black ass! LMAO! Anyway, the Scientist separated the Mind from the Body, Moon from the Earth; a clear distinction was made between what a Woman thinks (Moon) and how a Woman feels (Earth). This distinction was necessary in order for her to distinguish the double-talk -duel languages- that continuously go on within the Earth; what she thinks and how she feels. Every time a Woman gazes into the Mirror, the Moon is pulling on the tides of the Earth, critiquing herself. Sometimes her critique is optimistic or pessimistic; Perigee or Apogee, these ‘high’ and ‘low’ tides represents the Love/Hate relationship that was born/reinforced within a Woman through the socialization of this Sexist ‘Patriarchal’ Society. It is this Love/Hate relationship that the Scientist desired to reconcile and underlines his quest to make the World speak the same language. In this quest, his experimentation with high explosives caused a Planetary Earthquake that forever changed the World.

As God, we become the dissatisfied Scientist with a desire to cee the World speak one language when we’re educating a female who only recognizes the Earth; while being oblivious to the Moon. This is a female who primarily defines herself according to sexual terms and cee’s herself as purely physical (terrestrial). The ‘stick(s)’ of dynamite the Scientist puts inside the Earth is sexually symbolic and represents the high explosive politics that defines the ‘power’ relationship between the sexes. By symbolically putting this phallus symbol ‘in’ the Earth literally and/or as a political idea, this act brought about a cataclysmic change in the World that had never been ceen before. As I said, this action was ‘explosive’ within itself because it brought to the surface the Sexual Politics -inner turmoil, divisiveness, self aggrandizement, and narcissistic behavior- that kept the World from speaking the same language! This, my friends, is the undeniable Psychodrama that plays itself out when a God is teaching a female Knowledge of Herself, and the results of this Dylan-like folklore can be devastating! Some females develop homeostasis and learn to make the functional distinction between Moon and Earth. Some females go into a deep depression and choose to disregard the Moon completely; feeling as though they’ve lost a piece of themselves. Some females begin to grossly identify with the Moon to the extent where they become Amazon Women on the Moon, and many Women suffer from mild to severe cases of schizophrenic behavior; waxing a waning between bouts with celestial-like aloofness and terrestrial-like gross materialism!

Although a God may not be sexually involved with the Woman he is educating, sex (gender) still plays a Political Role in their Teacher/Student relationship; ‘The Deportation of the Moon’. This is the main reason Gods elect to not get involved with a female Student sexually until she’s educated enough to understand that the Sexual Politics of a God/Earth Paradigm is not the same as what she’s learned from Society. Women who are determined to still have this sexual experience with a God -although they’re unprepared- will find themselves in limbo (Triple Darkness/Sensory Deprivation) trying to figure out why he’s not reacting to or valuing sex the same way males in her past values sex and Society as a whole values sex and defines gender! Although Women are quick to say that they’re not ready to have sex, Gods take the exact same stance, and mean it. If a God does choose to engage in sexual activity with a female he’s educating it’s not only because of desire. Some Gods deliberately engage in sexual activity with a female he’s teaching to cause her to look at herself and reevaluate the Sexual Politics she’s adopted from this Sexist Society. Some Gods are just like any other Man and they’re nothing but “a savage in the pursuit” of some pussy (17/1-40). Ultimately, ‘The Deportation of the Moon’ must take place in order for a female to fully comprehend her place in the Universal Flag.

As a God, when manifest ‘The Deportation of the Moon’ by confronting the Sexual Politics between a males and females, you’re damn near psychologically “buried there” (5/1-14) by a Woman who just can’t figure out where you’re coning from, even when you tell them! I’ve been called every name in the book, been accused of being a Womanizer, accused of running game, taking advantage of a female, or simply not giving a fuck, all because I don’t validate/co-sign the Sexual Politics a female was learned to define herself in accordance with; AKA: Cognitive Dissonance! It never crosses a females Mind that there are actually Men out here that aren’t homo/bisexual, that enjoy sex, who don’t have a chick on the side, that ain’t on no Pimp shit who make a conscious decision NOT TO BE CONTROLLED by a female’s sexual ‘power’; and the only way he will acknowledge this power is in the context of refinement. Now I’ll admit, I have been alittle harsh with tactics (explosives) I’ve used to encourage a female to look at how she’s learned to use this power; even to the extent where they’ve said they hate me! Let me tell you, “One of the most ‘explosive’ positions a God takes is minimizing the role that sex is going to play in the education of a female Student.” Her limited experiences and background teaches her that the only male able to do this is either Homosexual or possibly a Religious Leader, and nothing can possibly prepare her for a God; a Heterosexual Man who loves sex just like any other male b.u.t. isn’t Religious. There is no manual, handbook or brochure for him! -smile-

To conclude Today’s Article, I just want to reemphasize that whenever a male/female relationship take place there’s gonna be Sexual -Gender- Politics because this Sexist Society has set the stage for that. Gods who are in the position of teaching females this Culture: KEEP IN MIND that it’s very, very important to always consider what a person has been through before you bring them through something! I once made the terrible miscalculation of using too much dynamite when it came to teaching a female. Although I was “Right” in my intent, I wasn’t “Exact” with the method I used (1/1-40). Ultimately, I ended up ‘making rain, hail, snow and earthquakes’ (8/1-40) that forever changed the structure of the Earth. Although I apologized because of my method, it’s yet to be ceen if one language will ever be spoken -as she gains a deeper understanding of her ownself and ‘The Deportation of the Moon’.

Peace!

The Science of Everything in Life

Tales of an Urban Sufi

Peace Ya’ll! As I’m sure you’ve noticed, “on the upper part” (9/1-14) of my page are three new Titles available through Platinum Pen Publishing along with ‘Da God’; A.S.I.A. Journal Vol 1 & A.S.I.A. Journal Vol 2 and Tales of an Urban Sufi!! -smile- You can also get these titles through Amazon!

As far as A.S.I.A. Journal Vol 1 & 2 goes, they’re a consolidation of some of my Articles that you’ll be able to walk with; instead of being ‘roped and bound in’ (4/1-14) to the Internet just to read em! LOL! Ultimately, these Mathemanuals will give my insights air to breathe; putting them smack dap in the middle of the (a)cultural Matrix I’m always building about. Although these Volumes have been finished for a few weeks now, I haven’t “Officially” launched them until today, meaning: Even though they’ve been available, I’m lettin ya’ll know they’re available on the E-Store and Amazon today. I wanna give a personal shout out to the person who googled me and ordered one of these Volumes through Amazon before I even made this knowledge born!!!! I really appreciate that. PEACE!

Now....., ‘Tales of an Urban Sufi’ is something very, very different. Those of you who haven’t delved into the Science of ‘Sufism’, take some time to study some of these Individuals I personally consider Sufi Masters: Hazarat Inayat Khan, Carlos Casteneda, Al Hallaj, Rabiyah, Saint Germain, Gibran, Rumi, Nasruddin, Bruce Lee, Idries Shah, Richard Pryor, Attar, etc... If you noticed, I listed certain Masters that would not be considered ‘Sufis’ in the so-called traditional sense of the word; I will explain in a moment. In short, ‘Sufism’ is often defined as the Mystical form of Islam (as well as other Religions/Philosophies) where an Adept comes into realization that they are the truth that they actually seek; AKA, “The True and Living God!” Obviously, this was -and still is- very controversial amongst people who view the Creator as an invisible entity strictly outside of themselves. Because of this -and the fact that these Masters embraced other “so-called” religious texts/philosophical ideas- many of them went underground; developing coded language, parable shrouded stories and social norms to identify, preserve and perpetuate these teachings “undetected by the naked eye” (8/1-40). One famous Sufi named Al Hallaj even got beheaded over this shit; he proclaimed "Ana al-haqq" which means "I am the Truth (God)!" The Father took seven bullets for the same proclamation. It was said that during the time of Muhammad, his closest Companions/Helpers (Ansars) received these secret teachings of Islam.

Like I said, I listed certain Masters that would not be considered ‘Sufis’ in the so-called traditional sense of the word. Although the ideas of God Consciousness “has no beginning nor ending” (9/1-10), the term ‘Sufi’ (Mystic) does find it’s literal origin amongst early Islam. This is to say that my usage of the word ‘Sufi’ is not binding to an Islamic Paradigm, because the nature/essence of this so-called Mysticism or ‘Higher Knowledge’ does not originate in the Arabic Language, Culture, Koran, Prophet Muhammad, etc... The essence of these God-Centered Teachings represent a common chronological thread that runs consistently from -and through- Ancient and Contemporary Worlds; dissolving all social, gender, ethnic, religious, cultural and geographical boundaries Man establishes. In a nutshell, ‘Sufism’ is Jeet Kune Doistic Thought.

Anyway, I’ve always looked at The Nation of Gods and Earths as an Urban Sufi Order, hence the Title of my book; ‘Tales of an Urban Sufi’. Ya’ll I’ve been writing this scribe over the last 12 years; not that it’s 400 pages, or even that I had Writer’s block, it’s just that everything in ‘Tales’ was a precise moment in my Koran and some things took time for me to actually write about. Cee, ‘Tales of an Urban Sufi’ is personal; a very, very intimate journey into my Mind! It’s a Literary Montage of my Insights, Illustrations, Dreams I wrote down, Love Letters, Aspirations, Short Stories, Poems, Prison Correspondences, Essays and everything else that I’ve chosen not to share through A.S.I.A. Journal. In ‘Tales’ I speak candidly about everything from being homeless, dealing with racism, being in love, family dynamics, religion, going through depression, and “the science of everything -else- in life” (18/1-40)! Another reason it took me so much time to complete ‘Tales of an Urban Sufi’ is because I never felt it was complete or had literary closure. I always felt like I wasn’t ready to share the Inner Worlds that it allows people to cee b.u.t. now I think it’s time! Another interesting thing about ‘Tales’ is that I edited it myself; something that many Writers strictly warn against! At one point in this process I took part in this Writers Group and had an associate Writer edit the first page of ‘Tales’ b.u.t. when he was finished he ended up editing many things that were deliberately written a specific way for a specific reason. -shakes head- This experience confirmed for me that I only wanted these writings looked over, evaluated, critiqued and defined by people AFTER ‘Tales of an Urban Sufi’ is made available to them; perfect imperfections in all! -smile- Now don’t misunderstand me, an Editor is definitely important; I just didn’t want anyone involved in this Project because it would have “mixed, diluted or tampered with” (9/1-14) ‘Tales of an Urban Sufi’ on a fundamental level.

Well, to conclude Today’s Article I wanted to share with you a few of my writings from ‘Tales of an Urban Sufi’ to encourage ya’ll to pick it up if you wanna experience more of my Inner Worlds. -smile- Peace!:

Eighty-Five %
A helpless leaf unguarded, subjected to the wind.
Lost while believing, paying homage to their weathermen.


Fork Tongue
The English language is very trifling. Within it exists several meanings for one word, which renders those indoctrinated with it as deceptively defined as it’s Dictionary.


The Unspoken Vows of a Divine Union
In the company of many I often felt alone.
My smiles were veils of idleness,
I’m speechless in my soul.
One day I met a traveler,
her eyes revealed her name.
Our silence spoke much more than words,
we walked our path the same.
Our hearts became so intertwined,
our souls became as one.
She married me beside the Nile,
beneath the setting Sun.


A Mirror
The Original Man spends most of his life toiling to see the face of his Creator when he dies. How sad it must be for him to die never realizing that his Creator actually spent his entire life looking back at him.

Make no mistakes about it!
I was once involved in a relationship with a women who gave me a birthday card which read, “To the Man in my life”. When I read it, I smiled and said, “I didn’t realize that it was your life and I was in it.” From that moment I realized that most of the conflicts that existed in our relationship derived from that fundamental idea; I never realized that she actually saw me as hers; a human accessory in “her” life!

"FRIENDLY" Competition
Be very, very wary of encouraging children to engage in games of competition -especially when they are siblings. Competition promotes the idea of “me against you” or “you verses me”. This creates Division, and division sets an atmosphere of Tension. Tension gives birth to Conflict. Conflict leads to Chaos and Chaos is Disorder! I’ve seen a friendly game of UNO erupt into a shouting match, shoving session and name calling contest between children who were just playing together peacefully before “I” ignorantly handed them the cards!


(A letter addressed to my Love)
12/28

Your Highness,


May this letter reach you in the greatest of spirits. I long and miss you much. It has seemed as if a century has passed since we shared each other’s company, yet you remain as close to me as the soundless echo of my thoughts. When I first laid eyes upon you, I felt as if I knew you. “You”, personified my dreams, and answered many questions that troubles a lonely heart. Nothing on Earth could have prepared me for your heavenly acquaintance....

Prophetess Deborah

1/1-40, "Who made Holy Koran or Bible? How long ago, and will you tell us why does Islam renew it's History every 25,000 years?"

"...The Planet Earth which is the Home of Islam is approximately 25,000 miles in circumference, so the Wise Man of the East (Black Man) makes his History or Koran to equal his Home Circumference..."

Peace Ya'll. The following excert is of course from the the 1st Degree in the 1-40's. With the Election Celebrations going on I wanted to take a moment to draw your attention to The Bible's book of Judges Chapter 4; it gives alot of science into the Sociopolitical Shift taking place in a America as I type! Michelle (meaning: like God) Obama is the Icon because the role she has and will continue to play in helping usher in this Shift! Do the Knowledge:

Judges Chapter 4/1-24
Deborah and Barak Defeat Sisera

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And the children of Israel again did evil in the sight of the LORD, when Ehud was dead.
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And the LORD sold them into the hand of Jabin king of Canaan, that reigned in Hazor; the captain of whose host was Sis'era, which dwelt in Haro'sheth of the Gentiles.
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And the children of Israel cried unto the LORD: for he had nine hundred chariots of iron; and twenty years he mightily oppressed the children of Israel.
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And Deborah (meaning: a bee, to speak kind words), a prophetess, the wife of Lap'idoth, she judged Israel at that time.
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And she dwelt under the palm tree of Deborah, between Ramah and Beth–el in mount E'phra-im: and the children of Israel came up to her for judgment.
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And she sent and called Barak the son of Abin'o-am out of Kedesh–naph'tali, and said unto him, Hath not the LORD God of Israel commanded, saying, Go and draw toward mount Tabor, and take with thee ten thousand men of the children of Naph'tali and of the children of Zeb'ulun?
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And I will draw unto thee, to the river Kishon, Sis'era the captain of Jabin's army, with his chariots and his multitude; and I will deliver him into thine hand.
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And Barak said unto her, If thou wilt go with me, then I will go: but if thou wilt not go with me, then I will not go.
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And she said, I will surely go with thee: notwithstanding the journey that thou takest shall not be for thine honor; for the LORD shall sell Sis'era into the hand of a woman. And Deborah arose, and went with Barak to Kedesh.
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And Barak called Zeb'ulun and Naph'tali to Kedesh; and he went up with ten thousand men at his feet: and Deborah went up with him.
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Now Heber the Kenite, which was of the children of Hobab the father-in-law of Moses, had severed himself from the Kenites, and pitched his tent unto the plain of Za-ana'im, which is by Kedesh.
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And they showed Sis'era that Barak the son of Abin'o-am was gone up to mount Tabor.
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And Sis'era gathered together all his chariots, even nine hundred chariots of iron, and all the people that were with him, from Haro'sheth of the Gentiles unto the river of Kishon.
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And Deborah said unto Barak, Up; for this is the day in which the LORD hath delivered Sis'era into thine hand: is not the LORD gone out before thee? So Barak went down from mount Tabor, and ten thousand men after him.
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And the LORD discomfited Sis'era, and all his chariots, and all his host, with the edge of the sword before Barak; so that Sis'era lighted down off his chariot, and fled away on his feet.
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But Barak pursued after the chariots, and after the host, unto Haro'sheth of the Gentiles: and all the host of Sis'era fell upon the edge of the sword; and there was not a man left.
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Howbeit Sis'era fled away on his feet to the tent of Ja'el (meaning: to ascend; mountain goat) the wife of Heber the Kenite: for there was peace between Jabin the king of Hazor and the house of Heber the Kenite.
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And Ja'el went out to meet Sis'era, and said unto him, Turn in, my lord, turn in to me; fear not. And when he had turned in unto her into the tent, she covered him with a mantle.
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And he said unto her, Give me, I pray thee, a little water to drink; for I am thirsty. And she opened a bottle of milk, and gave him drink, and covered him.
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Again he said unto her, Stand in the door of the tent, and it shall be, when any man doth come and inquire of thee, and say, Is there any man here? that thou shalt say, No.
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Then Ja'el Heber's wife took a nail of the tent, and took a hammer in her hand, and went softly unto him, and smote the nail into his temples, and fastened it into the ground: for he was fast asleep and weary. So he died.
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And, behold, as Barak pursued Sis'era, Ja'el came out to meet him, and said unto him, Come, and I will show thee the man whom thou seekest. And when he came into her tent, behold, Sis'era lay dead, and the nail was in his temples.
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So God subdued on that day Jabin the king of Canaan before the children of Israel.
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And the hand of the children of Israel prospered, and prevailed against Jabin the king of Canaan, until they had destroyed Jabin king of Canaan.

To conclude Today's Article I wanted to draw attention to the roles that both Deborah and Ja'el (both Women) played in bringing forth this Sociopolitical Shift! Of course Deborah symbolizes Michelle, b.u.t. Ja'el symbolizes the traditional role/oppresion of Women within the historical context of American Society. It was the Wisdom of Deborah that encouraged Barak and status of Ja'el that buried this White Male Misogynistic Society! Barak represents an 'Idea of Change', b.u.t. it is through the Earth (Woman) that this Change will come about!

Peace!

Jane Elliot; building!!

The Devil in the Details

In 2008 I had an opportunity to meet Activist Jane Elliot at Oswego College. She gave a lecture about global white supremacy and her famous "Blue eyes–Brown eyes" Exercise in 1968. Here is a short snippet of her lecture I recorded and to learn more I encourage you to go to her website Jane Elliot.

Peace,

Saladin

Mt. Everest is 29,141 ft. high

Peace Ya’ll! With the cold approaching, one’s Mind is forced to consider warmth and in considering warmth you ultimately start thinking about ‘Relationships’; either the one you have, the one you don’t have or the one you wish you had. Anyway, as we get ready to enter America’s most celebrated Family Holiday Season (Thanksgiving, Christmas, and New Years), here are some of my Thoughts on ‘Relationships’:

My Young Earth ‘Asiyah’
During the Summer I noticed a slight change in my Queen’s behavior and our relationship; she proactively showed me alot more affection and was alot more articulate in how “she cee’s” things. That was different for me because she’s usually alot more reserved. Anyway, Queen Asiyah had her first Menstrual (Moon) Cycle on Sept. 15th, 2008, so this explained the changes she was already going through. Asiyah just turned knowledge understanding on 10/10 (Our Nation Born Day!) yet it seems like it was yesterday that I was changing her dirty diapers. -gazing off smiling- We are definitely in a different place in our relationship now and Asiyah has begun to really assert her “own self” (13/1-36). I built with some Women in my Family and a few other Women about this experience and they were all very insightful. One thing that has been brought to Mind is the fact that this moment in Asiyah’s growth and development has gone and went without much celebration or acknowledgement outside of me. This -I’m sure- is a very significant, landmark experience in her journey into Womanhood and I would have loved to have had some kinda Rite to acknowledge this; I definitely will for my youngest Queen Aziza. The problem is that their Mother moved close to Power Hill a few years back and our relationship -me and my Queens- have gone through alot of changes since this time; all for the greater good -as I sometimes remind myself. Anyway, Asiyah began her Moon Cycle on the knowledge power day of September while she was in School; her Mother emailed me about it. When I had a chance to build with Asiyah about it she nonchalantly shrugged it off like it wasn’t nothing. -?- She said she found out when she went to the bathroom so she just used a whole bunch of toilet paper like a pad until she got outta School and told her Mother when she got home. Her Moon Cycle lasted for 5 days and she said she didn’t feel any of the cramps I heard Women talk about. My Sister ‘Aziza’ (whom my youngest Queen is named after) laughed and said how mature Asiyah is for her age! Aziza said when her Moon Cycle started she was all down in the Nurses Office acting a fuckin fool! LMAO! If ever I had to deal with the unknown, this is definitely it; my eyes are wide open and I’m learning as I go. I started by sending Asiyah a couple boxes of Herbal Tea designed to help comfort Women during their Moon Cycle. I am, without a doubt, a Newborn in this and I approach this experience with the same sense of sobriety, humbleness and willingness to learn when I knowledged 120; Asiyah is now my Enlightener! -smile-

Gender Polytricks
When it comes to a Woman, I KNOW WITHOUT A DOUBT that the chauvinistic, misogynistic, gender oppressive infrastructure of America has forced Women to adopt -what Sha calls- a BPC (Beauty Pageant Complex), Obsessive Compulsive Behavior about achieving and competing with their male counterparts, and Anxiety Stress about Motherhood, Marriage and Security; general characteristics that have distorted her concept of Love and Relationships. My Sister Aziza (whom my Young Queen is named after) shrugged her shoulders and humorously told me that Feminism is a response to this Social Construct and is nothing more than “a pussy with sharp teeth” LOL! As Men -Original Men in particular- we’ve been guilty of co-signing this Patriarchal Status Quo, oftentimes with no idea that we’re doing it! I consistently check myself about this and my first real introduction to this way of thinking is when I had my first Queen; Asiyah. Being the best Father I can be to her and Aziza hinges upon my ability to be conscious of their struggles not just as my daughters b.u.t. as females and as Women. Because of this, I’ve grown in ways that many Men have not and I owe a great deal of that to my Queens, and of course the Women who’ve I gotten to know. When we say that the Woman represents ‘Equality’ or 6, I cee it simply as it is; Equal. Equality has two words in it, Equal and Quality which essentially means ‘Same Nature’. Ultimately, Man and Woman are Equal in a sense that we have the same essential nature and unrestricted access to it; Cosmic Consciousness, Universal Intelligence, The Black Mind. What this functionally translates into is that I don’t have some -not all- of the same attitudes, concerns, and hang-ups males -and Men- have about Women and relationships in general. Here’s a few of the Main Attitudes, Concerns and Hang-up’s a cee Men having that compromises our ability to have and maintain successful Relationships:

Attitudes: Possessiveness. Men who objectify Women as “Theirs” are running them into the arms of another Man -and sometimes another Woman-, regardless if they’re Married or not! Although some Women have taken on the attitude of being an object themselves, life itself shows her through experiences that she’s much more than that. When she goes through these situations and comes to you for clarity b.u.t. you’re still in “objectify” mode, she’ll find someone who can relate. Unfortunately for you, she probably won’t be crying on the shoulder of that “gay guy” you discouraged her from befriending. LOL!

Concerns: Role. Men that are so concerned about micro-managing what a Woman needs to be doing overlook what their own role is in the relationship; there’s a double standard here that doesn’t support or encourage Equality. In the process, you make a situation where a Woman will eventually be dissatisfied, unhealthy and unfulfilled; she can’t fuckin breathe Dude!

Hang-ups: I am the Man; EGO. I said it before and I’ll say it again: EGO Edges God Out every time! Males who feel the need to continuously assert themselves as “The Man”, have a deep rooted insecurity that a Woman can’t find security in, even if she wanted to! The results of this is the same as Attitudes and Concerns; in time she’ll find the strength to leave or do some shit to make you leave!

In saying all of this, I’ve learned the importance of recognizing and analyzing the extent to which this Social Construct has effected my views on Relationships, how I view myself and how Women have been taught to view themselves.

Emotional Batches of Ice Cream
For years, I’ve been writing to Brothers locked up and have known Women who hold these Brothers down. The other day I was thinking about a section in the Mathemanual ‘Da God’ when Be God Allah was building about relationships while being in the Injustice (AKA: Prison House); Men locked up pouring their hearts out to Women who in turn use them as an idealistic security blanket. I call this exchange ‘Emotional batches of Ice Cream’. I got a Blood Brother locked up in Attica as we speak, numerous Brothers/God Brothers around the Country -who write me every week- and know Women who have relationships with Men that are locked up, so I peep game. I’ve often asked myself, what’s the difference between moral support and mutual manipulation? I’ve ceen moral support and I’ve ceen mutual manipulation. The relationships that function as ‘Emotional batches of Ice Cream’ are veiled as moral support b.u.t. actually function as mutual manipulation. Based upon mutual “Insecurities”, these ‘Emotional batches of Ice Cream’ consists of these empty calorie ingredients; a Man who secures a relationship with a Woman from a Secured Facility and a Woman seeking security in a Man who’s in a secured location 24/7, 365 days a year. Aside from the Ego strokes and Autoeroticism this relationship encourages and maintains for them, it’s the ultimate Religious experience; I’ve found that people who experience these relationships consciously/unconsciously build shrines to eachother using objects -they exchange- in order to consummate this symbolic Marriage in the Mind. All of these things are not bad within themselves. The dilemma exists when this kind of love, commitment, loyalty and respect for eachother is “built in a prison house” (29/1-40). Cee, “Yacub didn’t build prison houses for his people” (29/1-40) because he understood that it would undermine his ability to be successful in all his undertakings. Now if Yacub knew “a prison house” would fuck up his ability to make a Devil, you know it had to be fucked up! LMAO! Anyway, a prison house limits freedom of expression and immobilizes a person; Mentally, Emotionally and Physically. This immobility is present in the Man locked up and the Woman on the outside; both of them are limited in their ability to functionally express who and what they actually are. Therein lies the false sense of comfort in such a relationship; they can and will be what the other person wants them to be IN EACHOTHERS MIND. The problem with this is not just the fact that it’s idealistically unreal, b.u.t. it allows people to get away with being only a half a person, and being a part time person is alot easier for many people; especially those with emotional issues. Yacub had sense enough to not build prison houses because he wanted to cee the full dimensions of the people he was dealing with (Yacubs first rule was TO SEE...” 28/1-40). ‘Cub knew that the manufacturing process hinged upon making an accurate assessment of the personal and people product he was going to use. Why? To be “successful in his under-takings” (29/1-40). Again, those of us -Men & Woman- who are cultivating these types of “prison house” relationships must honestly analyze our own psychology and ask ourselves the question, “Is our relationship moral support or mutual manipulation?” By taking inventory of our habits/actions, we can determine if this relationship is in fact a “comfort food” (something/someone we ritualistically turn to when we’re mildly/severely depressed). If we do determine that it is an ‘Emotional batch of Ice Cream’, we must then recognize that this is never a healthy thing psychologically, physically, socially or financially; even if we’re calling it Tofutti. -smile- Ultimately, it’s all about learning something about our own emotional framework and hopefully -and often painfully- coming to terms with why we choose to do what we do! Knowing (1) and Understanding (3) this emotional framework is the essence of self Mastery (M/Supreme Alphabet), the path towards discovering/defining “what is his -or her- ownself” (13/1-36), and the reality of Culture Freedom (4).

L.o.v.e. (Learning Or Validating Emotions)
Anything that falls eventually hits the ground, and this includes Love. When it comes to Love, “Are we actually learning or simply validating bullshit emotions?” I hear people talk about “Unconditional” Love all the time and I’m not sure what that means either. Huh, maybe people make Emerald City statements like that cuz it sounds and looks good. -shrugs- Well back here in Kansas, as soon as a Man or Woman is stuck in the middle of an Ego shattering experience that questions their self importance, those “Unconditional” ideals about Love go right out the fuckin window. LOL! We all have ‘moments of indiscretion’ -as white folks put it- b.u.t if a person is consistently disloyal to their own ideals, what makes you think they’ll ever be loyal to yours! -shakes head- People need to realize that we live in “a Wilderness of North America” (3/1-10). The fact that it is a Wilderness means that shit will get wild as soon as you crack open your front door, and this “Wilderness” comprises the bulk of our experiences and social interactions; unless we’re living confined to a house and get Meals on Wheels. In reality, very little time is spent in the nice little “Jerusalem-like” safe haven we wanna call a relationship -Home- (5/1-14). Because of this reality, I’ve grown to realize that I can only truly Love a Woman who Loves me in a Wilderness. DON’T MISUNDERSTAND ME, I love the Jerusalemian dialogue, coddling, cuddling, intimacy, etc... that are vital components of any relationship “founded in Peace” (5/1-14), b.u.t. just like the geographic place called Jerusalem, I never loose sight of what ultimately surrounds and gives context to this place; civil unrest, social instability, political tension, economic hardships, moral decay, etc..! In this context, to view a relationship as a Jerusalem-like safe haven or fall-out shelter is not the appropriate approach to take -in the midst of a Wilderness; HOW LONG CAN IT LAST? If anything, your Jerusalem -relationship- should be “a Training Unit” (14/1-14) used to proactively assess, define and deal with the unavoidable “trouble amongst the righteous people” (4/1-14) that will compromise this structures integrity! Without this Stratagem, a relationship is nothing b.u.t a sacrificial lamb awaiting it’s slaughter. YES, Jerusalem once served as one of many Central Asian safe havens for the Original Man and Woman b.u.t. only from Earths ‘Natural’ Elements! This was waaaaaaay before the manufacturing of the Devil. For those of you who have studied the “making of the Devil” (30/1-40), the Maccabees, the History of ‘Saladin’ and the Crusades, and the founding of the State of Israel recognize this fact. Jerusalem hasn’t been a safe haven in a very long time; especially in today’s era were people openly desecrate Houses of Worship, destroy Religious/Cultural Iconography and annihilate Men, Women and Children who live righteously on this land! Cee, it’s easy to Love in a Lovely place; I’m not concerned about that! I wanna be Loved when things aren’t Lovely. To me it’s all about the inner dynamics of “Preserving” (1/1-14) and Perpetuating Love, not just obtaining it! If a relationship doesn’t essentially advocate a Religion or Culture “for one common cause” (8/1-14) that will serve as Love’s Value System, Moral Compass, Intellectual/Intuitive ADT Security System, Quality Control Mechanism and Preventative Maintenance Tool, the Love you think you have CANNOT BE SUSTAINED! So through all the disloyalty, flakiness, inconsideration, insincerity and outright bullshit I’ve experienced with Wizs, I still cee light at the end of the tunnel. How? Because it’s the Moon. -smile- One of the most important keys to bringing forth the proper Understanding in a relationship is to approach it as a Journey of constant elevation, not a destination that plateaus on a Mountain called Marriage.

Peace!