Below are some excerpts from my Book "The Beholder; a Book of Poetry, Prose and Philosophy"

The Beholder

The World in all its majesties is never as mysterious as we

assume it to be. Even though our Heart is at times unrevealed

and the weight of our words & actions undefined, the Truth will

eventually be unveiled. We are the Truth in which we seek.

Many People's concept of Righteousness is NOT GETTING CAUGHT!

Life and Living

Your Life is the source of many inspirational insights! You may be a Single Mother with 3 children, someone working as a Bartender, you Breed Cats, you traveled to Hawaii, you were in Prison 5 Years, you make a living teaching Singing Lessons, maybe you're in Coast Guard or etc. Always keep in Mind that what you may take for granted is an amazing story/experience to someone else! Sharing your Life is Living.

The Dream Dreams The Dreamer

I never believed that each person is predisposed to any given station in life. To look back at our Life along with all its variables, each person would see a perfectly written script from Incarnation to wherever they presently stand. Even the most chaotic experiences will began to make perfect sense. As we gaze into our future we will see an inkless tablet, yet it is solely our responsibility to decide Who, Why, When, Where and How that script shall be written.

Relativity…

One thing that's common between many Religions/Cultures is that their most fundamental and significant Relationship is between God and Earth; Creator and Creation. It is through this Sacred Bond that forces of nature nurtures Life!

Try Knowledge of Self! I promise to give you a full refund on your ignorance if it doesn't work.

Sankofa

Met on an unassuming Sunday

She was wrapped in a way to tickle Allah’s attention

Did the knowledge from afar with Cliff Notes and Godly radar

The science was ‘6’ b.u.t. high explosive experiments

She was slick, moved just within an earshot to smuggle some of the Math I got

I stopped and let the newborn who build a lot, add-on to keep the cipher warm, word is bond and bond is life

I cee you and you cee me

There was no lie between our eyes

You front like you can’t cee

The truth became revealed when your thoughts went into motion

You’re celestial like a Planet and smooth like aloe vera lotion

Time and Space is of no relevance within my dimension

Didn’t mention who I am ‘cuz you ain’t ready

Keep it steady as I aim for your heart

I paint your desires like it’s art

Just like your picture

Fulfilled your scripture
Descended in your realm when I met you, also brought form the jewels of Life I casted like a spell…
I swell your Mind with the things I cee, and say
Your innocent play and determined ideas I mode like clay
We are the Future
The Past and this Present Life
My Kingdom needs a Queen and on the Earth a Wife
When my Mind detects your feelings, vibrations of your emotions
Don’t restrict your perception, my body’s just a vehicle my mental plane just coasts in
Transcend my physical form, keep your thoughts warm in a dark womb in your Mind
The blind don’t know exist
Reality is fixed
My understanding distills in the form but my ideas remain a mist
Cee all things are added unto you
I’ll build a way of life around you to support you

Racism

     One of the worst kinds of Racist are those Environmentalists and Conservationists that spend millions of dollars going all out to Save Plant/Animal Life yet won't spend a dime to save the endangered Lives of Indigenous (First World) People and their Descendants -the original Environmentalists who successfully Conserved this Planet for millions of years before they got here.

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Thanks & Peace!
Saladin

Experiments with High Exposives

The Chronicles of a "Big Headed" Scientist

Below is an excerpt from the Narrative Story "Experiments with High Explosives; The Chronicles of a 'Big Headed' Scientist". This excerpt is from pages 1 through 5 of the First Journal Log Entry (First Chapter) entitled "The Earth is approximately covered..."

     It’s been said that “Love” is the highest degree of Understanding. What’s usually unsaid is the “Hell” you may go through to get it “Right”.

     I met her on a sunny day in late May. It was the kind of cloudless Spring day when the trees seemed to bud overnight and the colorful flowers bloomed with the multilayered fragrances of new life. As the wind blew with a gentle breeze, you could cee the sigh of relief on the faces of winter hostages along the streets of Bethlehem.

     She was wearing a long ankle length gold & green skirt, a gold & green head wrap and a vintage opal ring on her right ring finger. Her bohemian like shirt was gold and she carried a crocheted handbag that matched her shawl and hemp colored sandals. Her complexion was caramelized. She had large almond shaped eyes and carried a sensuous smile that would melt an iceberg. When she walked she gently swayed her hips. Her body language had a sense of regalness and she moved intuitively graceful, slow and deliberate.

“DANG!” I thought to myself. “This Queen is fly!”

     When a Man comes into the Knowledge of himself, his self esteem is off the meter and his confidence is like the first Great Sun that borned the Universe. I wasn’t a Newborn when Queen Divinity came strolling into my life; I had one twenty for over a decade, was refined with my Math and was shining like a seasoned vet in the NBA. B.u.t. regardless of all of that, this Queen had me alittle shook! Her stunningness had me second guessing myself. I ain’t talking about sweatin’ bullets, I’m talking about the split second insecurity of checking your gear, ceeing if there’s food in your teeth and smelling your breath. That split second of insecurity was synonymous with loosing time searching and ‘trillions of years’ ain’t nothing b.u.t. a whole bunch of these seconds.

     Meeting Divinity and the current of air she came in was the first red flag that joggled my Mind. It was the only sign I needed to draw her angle up from the door ‘b.u.t.’ I didn’t and this very ‘b.u.t.’ is what preceded the tumultuous rain, hail, snow and earthquakes I experienced with this Woman. Cee, it’s always ‘the high’ that makes a Man experiment with ‘explosives’ and that illogic made me just like any other John. Laying in my bed thinking about this surah in my Koran, I remembered our first conversation like it was yesterday; I was in downtown Bethlehem, standing on the train platform by the Square and there she was: built like a home in Heaven.

     I did the knowledge on her from a distance as she approached the platform. The closer she got, I lowered my gaze to maintain being the piece. She just knew she was magnetic and I could tell by her air of confidence that she probably knew this for a while. I’d ceen Women who came off with confidence before b.u.t. with her I could tell it was deeper than believing it on face value. I wasn’t sure if Knowledge of Self gave her a shot in the arm, if she was in a Love or just an Afrocentric Feminist. Although I had become quite cynical about the whole ‘Earth being equal to my Home circumference’ idea, these thoughts ran across my Mind. So like all true Scientists, I had to investigate. I had to know for sure.

     When I first got Knowledge of Self I would binge build. I’d build until I was blue in the face -especially when I had a cheerleader on the sidelines. Once a female would cee how obsessed I was with running my mouth she’d quietly help me construct my own pedestal, shape and mold herself into my own image and likeness and stroke my Ego until I thought I was the only Man in the World. It took me years of bumps, blackened eye’s and bruised filled surahs to understand that a pedestal only makes your fall harder.

     I had my first Earth when I was twenty and fresh off of Pluto. She was an eighteen year old understanding seed named ‘Mandeep Desai’. Mandeep was a third generation Indian from Punjab who used to be a Bible thumping Jehovah Witness before I started building with her. She had a clear buttermilk complexion, shapely, petite and a stone cold freak. I had a studio apartment off campus when we first met. One Saturday morning she and her partner stopped by my mini Kingdom to drop off a Watchtower and share the good news. She caught my eye from the door so I invited them in to listen to what I already knew.

     Her partner was a clean shaven, nerdy looking Colored Man wearing coke bottle glasses and a brown high water suit. He was obviously schoolin’ her because she rarely opened up her mouth. Mandeep looked very conservative. She had on a long blue flowery dress, black stockings, black flats and her long black hair pinned up in a bun. Sitting there like a novice, I would give her eye contact every now and then to telegraph my interest in the subject matter; her! After about the third visit only one of ‘em came back to visit me after that. It wasn’t the Colored Man nor was it for Saturday morning Bible Study.

     Mandeep and I got close at a terrific speed and she wanted to have sex damn near three times a day. In between our sex-capades I mustered up the strength to mention Triple Darkness, tell her alittle about The Father and ration her off Supreme Mathematics. I rationalized being her Enlightener her b.u.t. the reality was the sex had me roped and bound in. At times we wouldn’t come outside for days. We’d just lay up my room in a smokey daze, loosing track of time in an opium house-like hedonist high. We both knew she really didn’t want Knowledge of Self. As a matter of fact, I never stopped to ask her. She believed that once she got me in the realm of ‘six’ it was a wrap and that wasn’t far from the truth. I figured that however long it took her to knowledge one twenty, which she wasn’t gonna do, there was no said birth record to the sex I was getting. We had our own agendas and the bedroom was our negotiation table. Aside from the bad break-up with my high school sweetheart I was trying to get over, I chose to deal with Mandeep like that because my loins were burning like the hot Arabian Desert. Deep down inside I wanted to be serious about her b.u.t. I couldn’t. Mandeep would say, “You’re the only one I ever did this with” b.u.t. she was just too good to be true. I knew that if it took me time to get swift with my Lessons it took her time to get swift the Lessons she was teaching me inbetween the sheets.

     Mandeep knew what the science was from the door so she could never really say I took advantage of her or led her in the wrong direction. Unlike some Gods, I came ‘In the name of A.L.L.A.H.’ and made it perfectly clear that I ain’t seriously adding a female on if she didn’t know her Lessons. As far as the sex was concerned…, I taught freedom and didn’t build a prison house. Besides, this female was determined to be successful in her sexual undertakings so who was I to argue with that? Gods ain’t eunuchs.

     That game lasted for about a year until the bottom fell out when Mandeep started to act like a shaky Student Enrollment, ‘Who Shot John?’ Conversation and that Punjabi power u qualified her as a said person of that ability. It took the ingenuity of an escape artist b.u.t. I dropped her like a bad habit when I broke outta the sexual headlock she had me in. A few months after we stopped so-called building Mandeep almost immediately changed her name to ‘Ahdaiyah’ and married this Hebrew I graduated with named ‘Asiel Gavriel’. Getting under a New Man to get over an Old one was one thing, b.u.t. Marriage seemed extreme. And even though I dropped her it still bothered me that she could move on so quick. Of course that brush with a mental death didn’t stop my self delusions b.u.t. it made me alittle more cautious of the games I chose to play.

     I hadn’t ceen Mandeep for several years until we crossed paths at an Alumni Event. When Mandeep saw me pulling up on Campus she lost it. She left her twins in the stroller, dropped her toddler’s hand and ran over to give me this long, uncomfortable, pelvis rubbin’ hug right in front of her Husband. Mandeep’s dissatisfaction was beyond obvious and she was a shadow of her former self. She was about 60 lbs. heavier, locked down with  three babies and gazing up at me with an unaccomplished look in her longing eyes.

     This was the first time I began to really cee how dissatisfaction can born a Devil. This female was boldly trying to holla at me in front of her Family! I began to think to myself, “If she would do this, there is no limitation to what she or People like her might do to change their situation. A ‘determined idea’ is some shit!” Another thing I began to ponder was how Women love to call Men dogs -as if all the Devils on the island of Pelon were ‘manufactured’. The reality is, many of these Devils were ‘womanufactured’ b.u.t. these other rules and regulations were simply too diabolical to mention in that Lesson. There was no doubt in my Mind that Mandeep would have dropped her Family for me that day and all she needed was for me to be a savage in the pursuit of her happiness.

     The day I met Divinity I had games like this outta my system, so I thought. I was fed up with the fake ass sincerity and the mirage covered desert  disguised as the best part. I became indifferent. I was a point in my Koran where all I began to hear was thunder above my head when females opened up their mouth. This is how I felt b.u.t. something about Divinity intrigued me. I knew there was something behind her smile and I had to find out what it was.

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Thanks & Peace!

Saladin

-Recorded Live in his Cell in Build Understanding ('83)-

What's above yo' head?!

Peace Ya’ll! In the 9/1-14 we learn that neophytes/adepts who are devoted to the study of Righteousness and the Original Man were allowed to wear the Sun, Moon and Stars as symbols of adherence to this universal order, b.u.t. a sword was “placed on the upper part of the Flag” to remind them of their obligation to this order. If you’ve ever taken a moment to look at the fez-like head covering of Shriners you’ll cee this sword above the symbol of the Moon & Star on a Sunlit background. In the 9/1-40, we learn that “they (the 85%) also ‘hear thunder above their heads’ but do not try to learn who is causing all this to happen by letting the 5% teach them. They believe in the 10% on face value”. What makes the 9/1-14 and 9/1-40 congruent is the fact that both of these Lessons emphasize ‘learning’ and the idea that something exists above one’s head; ‘a sword’ (9/1-14) and ‘thunder’ (9/1-40). I cee this two ways:

1. There are certain things that can be “above our head” in the process of learning because it seems very complicated. This means that certain circumstances and situations may be hard to figure out and simply goes right over our head. An example of this is: a Student having problems with Algebra in Math Class.

2. There are certain things that can be “above our head” meaning ‘held against us’. Sometimes the circumstances and situations we have gone through, are going through and will go through is strategically used against us by others or hung above our heads as a means to manipulate (control) us. An example of this is: a Man cheats on his Wife and now has a child with a Mistress that he’s been hiding from his family. Someone finds out about this affair and threatens to tell the Man’s Wife and destroy his Family unless he pays them to keep their mouth shut.

What makes both of these instances relative is the fact that the things that are held against us are often hard to figure out, or the things that are hard to figure out are often held against us. This is not always because of “a filthy affair” (8/1-14) though. This can often be because of our own idiosyncrasies or personality glitches; sword(s) we add or thunder that exists above our own heads. Sometimes these problems simply arise from living right in a problematic Society. Whatever the case may be, what it ultimately comes down to is this: We must take charge in resolving them because these problems limit or impedes our ability to strive for perfection in vital areas of our lives.

So what is the difference between having ‘a sword’ above one’s head in comparison to having ‘thunder’ above one’s head? Well first and foremost, a person has more control over a sword because it’s forged, unsheathed and welded with the human hand. This means that confronting this problem has a human element in it! This is very important because it suggests that as a human ourselves, we have a certain amount of control in resolving the problem; there’s an obvious relationship. It’s mentioned in the 9/1-14 that learning is a formal study; 35-50 years, thus it’s all about being humble, devoted, trying to do, being discipline and applying ourselves. One of the greatest ways Original People have combated the injustices we have and continue to be subjected to is through education -and the greatest education is Knowledge of Self. So the most effective way to remove the sword that we -or others- have put above our heads is to educate ourselves; become a Swordsmith! -smile- This is advantageous because we develop the skills to distinguish swords, the quality of a sword, techniques used by Swordsmen/women, etc.. Ultimately, becoming a Swordsmith gives us the ability to protect our neck or attack those who seek to test our swordplay! LOL!

Having thunder above one’s head is an entirely different situation altogether. First of all, you damn near lost the human element of control. So in otherwords, now the shit over ya head is basically “outta control”! Accepting this often harsh reality is fundamental to dealing with this problem. Now for all you Mathcentrics out there, yeah, yeah, yeah, “all the above is caused by…blah blah blah blah blah.” (8/1-40). All I’m just saying is that I’ve yet to cee a Meteorologist named Lord Akwon Scientific Wyndchime Allah building about the Pacific Northwest Weather, in Today’s Math, on the 11 O’clock News. Cee, unlike the sword, when you hear thunder above ya head all you can do is prepare for the weather because light (lightening) was already shined on the problem; now you gotta deal with the rumblin’ that comes along with it! -shakes head- And every excuse we try to make by saying, “But this” or “But that” will bring nothing b.u.t. more thunder -along with rain, hail, snow and earthquakes (13/1-40); it’s not a good forecast. Thunder is waaaaaay above ya head; approximately “six miles” (8/1-40). Thunder is also impossible to grasp; intangible. When thunder is about your head it’s like the cloud that sat over the Flintstones Neighbor’s House; The Gruesomes. Dealing with this natural phenomenon, we must first accept the circumstances and either adapt to it or relocate to Pleasantville. Since relocating suggests one’s reorientation, it’s important to know exactly where you’re presently at: Mentally, Emotionally, Physically & Financially. Also keep in Mind that regardless if you are living in Pleasantville now YOU BROUGHT YOURSELF WITH YOU!

When we don’t deal with the ‘sword’ (9/1-14) above our heads it becomes ‘thunder’ (9/1-40). As I said, whether it’s ‘a sword’ or ‘thunder’ it can be there because of our own idiosyncrasies or personality glitches. Sometimes these problems simply arise from living “right and exact” (1/1-40) in a problematic Society. Whatever the case may be, what it ultimately comes down to is this: We must take charge in resolving them because these problems limit or impedes our ability to strive for perfection in vital areas of our lives. We “write (right) Holy Koran or Bible” (1/1-40), so having unresolved issues festering in our lives is like being stuck in a Surah or Chapter. By being “bound” to a Surah or Chapter it’s impossible to completely renew our History (a New Koran/Bible itself, not just a different Surah or Chapter in the same old Koran/Bible). Even if we have rationalized that we’ve moved on, we’ll find this same Surah/Chapter poppin up time and time again -with different characters b.u.t. the same ole theme! The fact that this problematic pattern is well established Shows and Proves that it’s the same Ole’ Bible/Koran. This is why people can often accurately “read us like a book” -smile-, and no matter how we’d like to change the interior décor or rearrange the furniture in our ‘house’, it always “equals our ‘home’ circumference” (1/1-40). I drew particular attention to the words ‘house’ and ‘home’ because a ‘house’ is just a building, a ‘home’ is where we actually live and like the saying goes “Home is where the heart is”. So in otherwords, with People in general and Gods/Earths in particular, sometimes there’s a huge variance between our building (house) and how we’re actually living (home).

So to conclude Today’s Article I just want to encourage all of you to “give all you have and all within your power” (40/1-40) to resolve your problems while you can. One of the main indicators that shows that there is no reciprocity going on is when there’s “no Peace amongst us” (1/1-14); genuinely. I’m talking about reaaaaaaaly being at Peace with ourselves, not manufacturing attention from others, seeking entertainment and/or indulging in substances/tasks as a means to numb ourselves from the pain of Inner War and calling it Peace! I’ve been there, I’ve done patchwork like that and I clearly recognize when I have an egocentric inclination to do these things. Realizing this and coming to grips with how we choose to think and what we’ve chosen to say/do is the essence of true Self Knowledge. Also, it must be realized that having 120 is just that; ‘having it’. There are many Gods/Earths who have ‘had it’ for “years, months and days” (36/1-40), yet their steps towards grasping the meaning of Civilization is unperceivable or they actually atrophied into Black Devils. There are still many other Gods/Earths who've had120 for a few weeks yet they been making strives in their growth and development before they even got their Student Enrollment! So having it is cool b.u.t. it’s about using it -and using it will be shaped by the ciphers that existed before we got this Math; The Cipher (0) proceeds Knowledge (1)! In otherwords, Gods/Earths talk all day about how 120 or “This Math” is their foundation without ever realizing that the mortar to that foundation is a substantive mix of years of conditionings, our own idiosyncrasies or personality glitches and how we assess our socioeconomic reality. These ciphers give context to our Math and accounts for why one God/Earth carries this Math differently from the next God/Earth. Knowledge of Self is essentially a systematic process of unlearning in order to learn, not putting frosting on bullshit and calling it a cake. The cake may look reeeeeeeal nice, b.u.t. underneath it all, you’ll always be able to smell the bullshit. To drive this point home, consider this: When it comes to the Math, the Alphabet & 120, they’re like the Diagnostic Computer you hook your car up to when you’re getting your Inspection done. Unfortunately, many of us have vehicles that are alittle too old to hook up to this Computer so we need to get our Inspection done the ole school way; manually! So although this Diagnostic Computer is very useful, regardless if a person has Math, the Alphabet & 120 or not, WE’RE ALL GONNA NEED to get inspected one way or another in order to drive our vehicle! LOL! Also, “KEEP IN MIND” (9/1-14) that regardless if somebody has a brand new ‘09 Dodge Charger or a ’82 Chevy Oldsmobile on the road (registered, inspected and insured), it doesn’t tell you shit about their driving skills! LOL! Anyway ya’ll, if we don’t resolve our issues our issues will resolve us!

PEACE!

The NGE National Pissin' Contest 2009 Trials

L.I.F.E. Program 2009
For those of you who aren’t aware of some of the things I do outside of my A.S.I.A. Online Networks, since about 2005 I’ve “formally” operated my L.I.F.E. Program here in the City of Atlantis. I emphasize “formally” because I’ve worked/volunteered with youth through various Programs/Organizations since I was 17; I just never gave what I do a formal name. Anyway, Last year I took a hiatus from operating my L.I.F.E. Program at a Center called The NACC (Niagar Arts and Cultural Center) and have been basically doing my own Programming where I can get it in; if that means at my Kingdom, the Library, Parks, etc.. then that’s what it’s been. The other day when I was at my Barber’s, an Older Brotha named Rick -whom I’d ceen around town- was there with his two suns. After the usual Barbershop building Rick opens up some conversation inquiring about my Program and what I’m doing right now. After I briefly explained some of things I’ve been doing, he plainly stated that he needs me. He told me that he just received a 5-Year Federal Grant for a ‘Youth Power’ Project through our Local Branch of the Boys & Girls Club of America, and that he was putting a Team of Program Coordinators together to operate it! After giving me a brief run down I told him I was interested and about a week later I met with him to get some more in’s and out’s of the ‘Youth Power’ Project. Now the beautiful thing about this opportunity is the fact that I’ll have a lot more mobility than when I operated my Program at the NACC. I have access to a modest budget, transportation and other resources that will allow me greater access to do what I “always have been and always will be” (38/1-40) doing; building! -smile- I have of course accepted this opportunity at the Boys & Girls Club and will now be wearing another hat. LOL! Now, the reason this opportunity came my way is because I’m visible. Because I’m actively involved -not Egocentrically involved- in the affairs that shape and define the youth and the future of my City (Atlantis), I’m naturally “ceen and heard everywhere” (37/1-40). Many times opportunity “seems” to pass us by simply because we’re not making ourselves visible. When it comes to our National Identity -Gods and Earths- many of us play different roles, and being actively involved with the youth is just something I choose to do. So when it comes to adding on, KEEP IN MIND that whatever you do, do it well, because doing it well is undeniable and people will instinctively seek you out! Through my L.I.F.E. Program at the NACC I accomplished many things with our youth (a Family Tree Project using Matrilineal DNA Kits; a DVD called ‘The Three Wise Men’, an Educational CD called ‘Street Science’, a Pen Pal Prison Correspondence Project, etc..), and I’m excitedly looking forward to taking advantage of this opportunity to do even greater things with and for our youth!!! -BIG GRIN-

The NGE on HDTV
Check this out, I was contacted by a Network Channel to be a Technical Consultant for an upcoming Documentary they’re doing that includes a segment about The NGE! That shit caught me completely off guard ya’ll! Of course I was on square (point), I just didn’t cee that in the Math. LOL! Basically, the Associate Producer wants me to articulate a basic, short, concise History of how The NGE began and what we Teach; Visually and Narratively. I know some of ya’ll are probably thinking, “AWWWWW SHIT, SALADIN GON SAY SOME OLE’ SHIT!!!!” LOL! -shakes head- Well damn ya’ll, give me alittle credit! Don’t worry, people won’t walk away thinking we’re a Religious Gang that worships Fard in blackface after this shit airs! LOL! Anyway, I’ve been communicating with the Associate Producer and have also assembled a small Team of Gods to add on with this Project who’re masters at their craft; I’m basically facilitating the process. Ultimately, this endeavor will give The NGE more National exposure that’s positive and progressive, and hopefully act as a springboard to get a Program about The NGE -from our perspective- aired Nationally. Personally, I think this is an important Hancock-like step towards cleaning up some of the negative images, stereotypes and stigmas people have -especially in the Prison Systems- associated with The NGE. I’m not giving too many details at this point because The Network is still in the developmental stages of constructing a script and collecting information about the larger subject matter -that includes The NGE. Right now, I’ve been working on the Narrative component in order to ensure that what’s said about The NGE is an accurate description that upholds/reinforces a National consensus amongst Gods an Earths. This ain’t an easy task either! For instance, the sentence, “Clarence 13X started the Five Percent Nation” wouldn’t be right and exact. To be more correct, it would be more appropriate to say, “Allah ‘The Father’ -formally known as Clarence 13X- began what was then called ‘The Five Percenters or Five Percent Nation in 1964. Today that once young Nation of ‘Five Percenters’ has grown Internationally and is now commonly known as The Nation of Gods and Earths.” Anyway, this is a very serious endeavor and we are approaching it as such; all satire & cynicism aside! Our segment in this Program will represent the most Widespread, Contemporary, Mainstream attention The NGE has received in the History of this Nation, and will serve as a cultural landmark in our Chronology. I’ll keep ya’ll posted about this as we progress…

Ballin’
For the last few weeks I’ve started playing Basketball again. For a while I’ve been trying to find an open gym that works with my Schedule and my Cousin -I played ball with my whole life- made knowledge born to me that he gets the gym at the High School once a week. I also found out through some of the dudes I was ballin with that they’ve been playin at the Boys Club once a week too. Ya’ll I’ve been looking forward to this ever since! -smile- First of all, I’m understanding culture years old and aside from dudes I went to School with, many of the other dudes we ball with are in they late teens to late twenties. Now the first time I played I felt like my lungs was outside of my body! LOL! This ain’t because I smoke or etc.., it’s just because I ain’t ran like that in a while. I’ve always been active, b.u.t. I just haven’t done any cardiovascular work like that so getting my blood flowing and stretching my lungs was very uncomfortable. Another thing I noticed was that my Mind and Body weren’t fuckin communicating! I would think something and my body would say, “Yo hold on dude!” Anyway, there were a few times I lost control of myself, skin my knee up, jammed my finger, etc... As far as my “J” (jump shot) was concerned, I still got my three. -smile- It was rusty, b.u.t. the muthafucka was still there! LOL! Although I stretched alittle bit, I didn’t test my “ups” (jumpin ability) until the second week. Now when it comes to pick-up games of Basketball you need to be very, very weary of usin ya ups! One reason is because pick-up games are loosely organized and niggahs don’t call foul like that. The one’s that do call petty ass fouls are labeled and any legitimate fouls (legitimate meaning; your face was ripped off!) are usually given to you by the perpetrator of the homicide. In Street Ball, niggahs also bring shit going on in they life -and on the streets- to the game, and that’s usually why they there in the first place; to get they shit off! This means that there will be at least one person on the Court, on the opposite Team who is Foulcentric! When you take this into consideration, if you got ups, you’re usually only using ‘em for rebounding because to even try to dunk is beggin for an injury. Plus on a psychological level, dunkin symbolizes a Man’s virility and is used as an Alpha Male-like emasculating act to demoralize another Man/Team. On a primal level, the same way males boast about fuckin the shit outta a bitch, they boast about ‘dunkin nasty on a muthafucka’, ‘bustin somebody’s ass’ (scoring on ‘em) or ‘breaking somebody’s ankles’ (embarrassing ‘em with your ball handlin skills)! So although dudes may have the intent of embarrassing somebody, they damn sure ain’t come out to be embarrassed. What this translates into is; YOU’RE GOING TO GET FOULED if it even looks like a niggah gon get his ass handed to him (embarrassed). Anyway, after we ran a few games I took the ball to test my ups. LOL! Cee, I’ve always had ups yet I’ve never been the type of dude to try to embarrass somebody by dunkin on ‘em. I only dunked on somebody on one occasion; in High School when I dunked on this arrogant-ass 6ft 4in white boy -and got the foul. Well when I started to test my ups recently the dudes I went to School with couldn’t believe what the fuck they was ceeing! Ya’ll I was taking off from the dots with the ball cuffed dunkin, taking one step and dunkin with two hands, dunkin backwards from baseline… EASY. I was getting up like I was damn near knowledge born years old! LOL! Although it may have come across like I was showing off, I was trying to cee where I was at; physically. Ultimately, it felt good to know that I can still run and jump with these young boys, yet it felt better to know that staying active and eating right has been a valuable investment! I mention all of this to say it’s important to know where you’re at physically and mentally. On a physical level, learn what type of exercise/activities you need to incorporate into your life and changes you can make to your diet so that you’re a “healthy, strong and good…” (28/1-40) conduit for the Mind (Supreme Intelligence) -especially those of us who’re growing older. Also, keep in Mind that being a God and Earth mentally doesn’t mean that we’re not a strait 85er physically! LOL!

Chris Brown VERSUS Rihanna (Domestic Abuse)
DAMN, the stock of the black man -in general- just plummeted like a muthafucka! -shakes head- Ya’ll I called this drama like a dice roll last Summer! When me and my Queens were doing the knowledge on the MTO Coverage saying that they were together I built with them about the road they were headed down. To be exact I said, “Chris Brown is gon loose his Mind! Watch; he drawn up!” I said this based upon how C. Brown was moving; he’s strait up young and was giddy as hell! Chris had that glazed look in his eyes and infatuation that young guys often have for pretty girls. LOL! Now Rihanna on the other hand was posed, mature, seasoned and emotionally stable. Even if Rihanna didn’t have any more relationship experience than Chris Brown she damn sure ain’t look it! Chris was green and dancing around over that Barbados power u like Ben Vereen on Loobilee Zoo. Hey, I’ve been on that Show before too; I KNOW! -grin-

Anyway, when it comes to that “Domestic Abuse” shit…, that’s a serious issue b.u.t. people have been using this whole situation as a muthafucken tool! -shakes head- Take for example the term “Domestic Abuse”; when alot of ya’ll hear that shit the imagery that comes up in your Mind was some nostril flaired James Evans-like Go-rilla beating the brakes off some dainty, frail 95 lb damsel in distress with a closed fist! Yeah I’m sure some 85er is somewhere doing some shit like that b.u.t. that is not a composite image of what Domestic Abuse is nor does it accurately describe what’s going on in Black Communities! FIRST OF ALL, it must be understood that both of them are victims victimizing eachother. Let me repeat that, the Domestic Violence in the Black Community is victims victimizing eachother! I think this statement puts Domestic Violence in the proper context because it shows that it’s a greater issue than just taking responsibility for putting your hands on eachother. The greater issue is to examine the trans-generational influences that contributes to “all the above” (8/1-40). When I say trans-generational I’m not just taking about shit the Parents passed on, I’m talking about “generations”! Plainly speaking, a lot of the dysfunctional shit going on with black male/female relationships are a direct result of the dilemmas caused by slavery, period. Am I saying Chris Brown laid the smack down or Rihanna provoked him because they’re Ancestors were slaves? NOT EXACTLY! I’m saying that the institution of slavery –which took place not only within the boarders of America b.u.t. also in the Caribbean Islands- produced mental illnesses in black people that’s trans-generationally manifested as normalcy. When slavery “physically” ended, no psychological help/counseling was offered to slaves to help them deal with the generations of trauma they were subjected to. What this means is that to this very day -2009- many black people who’re descendants of slaves are still suffering from the post traumatic effects of slavery -oftentimes without any knowledge of how that institution has shaped their present Worldview/Core Values and how they define their people activities (family relationships, diet, behavior, labor, sex, religion/spirituality, entertainment, etc.)! Because many people don’t study the trans-generational physical, psychological and socioeconomic effects of the institution of slavery, they often misdiagnose the problems going on with black people as strictly contemporary.

With all that said, my perspective on Chris Brown and Rihanna is that they’re both young 85’s doing what 85’s do. For those of you who don’t know what an 85er is, in the 14/1-40 which asks, “Who are the 85%?” we learn that, “They are the uncivilized people, poisonous animals eaters, slaves from a mental death and power. Those who do not know the true and living God or their origin in this World and worship what they know not. Who are easily led in the wrong direction but hard to be led in the right direction.” This doesn’t mean that I don’t think Chris Brown is a helluva dancer or that Rihanna ain’t a good singer, I’m just talking about what they ultimately represent to the youth by the values they reinforce through their iconic celebrity status; they’re 85’s. Like I said earlier, people -especially females- have been jumping on this issue to use it as a tool! I do understand that there are many males abusing females, b.u.t. there are also many females who’re actually doing the physical, verbal and psychological abuse that will now use this “International” Incident to gain more authority to master dudes. I guarantee that when this news broke, Domestic Violence Hotlines and Police Station Phones were ringing off the hook, and many of these calls were on some “tryin’ to get a niggah” bullshit because he wasn’t doing what she wanted him to do. -shakes head- Also keep in Mind that most dudes ain’t calling someone else to help him bring order to his own relationship; it kinda defeats the purpose of being a Man, in his Mind. When dealin with gamey females like that, it’s also important to consider that their sophisticated, cunning and/or beguiling tactics are oftentimes the direct result of a being subjected to a misogynistic, gender oppressive Patriarchal Society. Many females run game to so-called “level” the playing field.

Ultimately, any ‘Gamey’ or pendulum styled ‘Fucking and Fighting’ Relationship reflects a Societal Mental Illness and it’s often a case of victims victimizing eachother. Whatever the issue is with Chris Brown and Rihanna, all I know is that NO RELATIONSHIP -between black, brown, yellow or white people- should function nor be communicated like low-brow Cro-Magnons; we better than that! People learning “how to act at home and abroad” (14/1-14) is entirely up to them and unfortunately “85% do not try to learn…all the above by letting the 5% teach them.” -shrugs- Why? “They believe…on face value.” (9/1-40)

Peace!

The Panic In Needle Park

Sciences of Life

Peace Ya’ll! For those of ya'll that never did the knowledge on The Panic in Needle Park, check it out! The Movie is about Drugs (AKA: Destroy Rules) and Addiction; any Addiction for that matter -including 'so-called' building with people-, and people being "easily led..." (14/1-40). Personally, I cee Pachino's role as 'Bobby' as one of his greatest!! Anyway, today I wanted to share with you my thoughts on a few subjects that have been on my Mind lately.

Barack Hussein Obama; CEO of The U.S.A.
For those of you who did the knowledge to Obama’s Inauguration, there was some Peace symbolism in the fact that his Queen -Michelle- carried the Bible he took his Oath on and the etymological science/historical practice behind the word ‘Testify’. Now, when it comes to the Psychological Stock Market, the stock of the Black Man -in general- will appreciate exponentially!! You’ll even start to cee the stock of 85 Niggas -who ain’t doing shit- go up alittle because of the small potential for growth. The stock of Gods will go through the roof, and those Women who’ve invested in a God prior to the Election of Barack Obama will be well off; if of course they “keep” (14/1-14) their stock. LOL! For those Women who’ve been bullshittin, there’s still time to invest in shares of this God Stock b.u.t. since you waited so long you’re gonna have to pay -and compete with other Women who’re now vying for this stock who can and are willing to invest! Although you’ll cee a lot of Dummy Companies spring up and Confidence Men trying to sell false stocks in the Black Man -and Gods- , Obama’s appointment serves as an Elliot Ness-like war against these Sleeper Cell Domestic Terrorists. On another note, for many who take this symbolic imagery of the First Family “on face value” (9/1-40), you’ll cee a redefinition of the words “Marriage” & “Family” and some Black People will develop a new found faith & commitment to these Core Values -which is a very positive thing! For many others, this changing of the guard will mean nothing.

TNT: The Naked Truth
On the Right Sidebar of my page do you cee the image of the Ole’ Brotha on the cover of the Book entitled ‘The Naked Truth’? Well that’s Abu Shahid; damn near 80 years old, legally blind and Self Proclaimed “Elder of The NGE”. I mention him because there’s been a lot of controversy going on in regards to the release of that Book. Even where he rests at in Power Born (Pittsburgh) it’s been said that his Book has been publicly denounced -not sure by who actually- at their Local Parliament. I built with Abu last week and ordered the book so once I do the knowledge on it I’ll let ya’ll know what I think. One thing I will say about the God is that Abu Shahid is a cantankerous-ass Old Man with a lot of Knowledge and some slick-ass Street Wisdom so if you plan on building with him HE WILL -not might- say some shit that can/will piss you off! LOL! When I humbly asked Abu about Uhuru he said, “Fuck talkin bout da past! Da past is like yo ass; behind you and full a shit!” When I tried to clarify myself by saying I wanted to know about the kind of personality Uhuru had Abu sarcastically said, “He, was, a, nice, guy.” After a few seconds he then added, “What the fuck you want me to say?! He, was, a, nice, guy. You want me to recite my Book or something?!” I remember at a Regional Conference Abu was building about muthafuckas illegally crossing American boarders and taking jobs from Niggas and some Gods got mad offended; drawing his comments up like Abu “wants us to think that we are all different” (7/1-14)! They had the right to cee it that way. I on the other hand recognized what he was saying about the Economy and our people having too much pride to perform menial labor. So ultimately, dealin with Abu is not a walk in park b.u.t. it doesn’t discount the fact that walking is therapeutic -for some of us at least. LOL! When it comes to the controversy surrounding ‘The Naked Truth’, here’s what I suggest to ya’ll who don’t agree with what Abu is saying in his Book; Publish your own Book that corrects him. -shrugs- As a matter of fact, if ya’ll got an issue with EMBLEM’S, Allah Jihad’s, Supreme’s, Wakeel’s, my Books, etc.., then paaleeeeeeease publish a Book to correct all of us! That’s how it should be ‘actually’ done. As a matter of fact, I got a few Titles ya’ll can use in you’re really serious about “going through with this labor” (9/1-14) of publishing your own Book(s): ‘Shittin on Shahid; English C Lesson Number 2’, ‘EMBLEM; The Thread History of an NGE Dissenter’, ‘Dairy of a Madman: The EXPLICIT Story behind Allah Jihad’ , ‘How to Hustle and Win; The Original NGE Parliament 9 Region Certified Show and Prove Black & Gold Hard Copy Limited Edition’ , ‘In the Name of Whykilll X. Allah; The Godslim’ and my personal favorite, ‘The Crucifixion of a God-Centered Cynic’! LOL! Anyway, I personally enjoy building with Abu and I’m looking forward to doing the knowledge to his Critically Acclaimed Book! -smile- Once I do the knowledge I will share my thoughts with you!

Earths
What can I say… Lately I’ve been hearing a lot of discouragement, disappointment, etc.. from Earths about the way Gods have been dealing with them. The shit is so bad that many of these Earths have decided to make an about face and go seek the comforting Companionship of strait up 85’s! -shakes head- Can I blame em?! Not really. Is it the best option?! “I beg your pardon but I have never heard of one.” (16/1-36). What I do know is this, “That band aide won’t really do shit for a bullet wound.” What this does go to show is that Earths are not ceeing a functional difference between a Man who calls himself an Asiatic Black Man and a Man who calls himself a Black Man. Well for whatever reasons, these Women have begun to look towards 85ers and/or band together in feminist seasoned Earth Ciphers, as Gods we gotta straiten this shit out; starting & ending with ourselves! When we “give all we have and all within our power” (40/1-40) through striving for Perfection, we can never be held accountable or blamed when a female decides to go get what she ‘may have’ secretly desired from day one; a Bi-Cultural relationship. It may hurt b.u.t. realizing that she was never your Queen to begin with when she’s made or makes a choice like that helps you UNDERSTAND a very valuable Lesson about the phrase, “…owner of the Earth…” (3/1-14) in regards to possession -especially when it comes to “OUR” Woman. LOL! To own also means ‘to belong to’ or ‘to be a part of’ and the only relationship worth having with a Woman is a relationship that both of you choose ‘to be a part of’ or ‘belong to’. Anytime you loose sight of valuing/respecting the fact that you both have Freely chosen to be together, the Law of Justice is consciously/unconsciously set into motion to bring about -often painfully- Equality. My advice to Gods is to simply be God to the best of your ability through striving for perfection in all areas of your people activities -whether you’re cutting the lawn, changing a diaper, at work or making love, etc… Within striving for perfection always respect a Woman’s freedom to accept or reject it! By respecting a Woman’s freedom to accept or reject it, you’ll be able to clearly cee what you should rightfully accept or reject in her because she’s being herself. When you have an attitude like ‘you own’ a Woman or possess her, you “build a prison house” (29/1-40) around a Woman; thus immobilizing her freedom to express herself and limiting your ability to clearly cee the type of Woman you’re dealing with. Ultimately, you end up being very unsuccessful in this relationship because she’ll interpret your actions as “an undertaking” (29/1-40) and you’ll start looking more and more like an undertaker! LOL! Also ladies, KEEP IN MIND that Men look at you the exact same way when you pull the same possessiveness bullshit by not respecting our Freedom -no matter how fly you are, how good the Four Course Vegan Meal is, how good your savior equality unknown always is and how precise you recite ya lil' Lessons! Take note. -grin-

Abstract Art
On every occasion that I’ve heard the phrase, “I don’t live out Lessons, I live out -Supreme- Mathematics!” it made me wonder… First of all, where do people think the concept of Supreme Mathematics comes from?! All of our Supreme Mathematics can be literally, definitively and conceptually found within 120, ALL OF THEM! -shakes head- When it comes to this Culture, the Lessons are nothing more than ‘Word Problems’ expressing how Applied -Living- Mathematics has/can function. These Learning Tools (Lessons) identify Procedures in the form of Words, Statements, Questions and Answers that adhere to or undermine certain Principles that ultimately shapes/orders our -Core-Values and sets our Priorities. For example, for me to say on one hand that I live out the Supreme Mathematical phrase “My Culture (4) is I-God” yet I don’t live out the Mathematically Cultural (4) Lesson in the 1-14 that clearly shows the classical/contemporary psycho-socioeconomic relationship that God’s adversary (Devil) ‘can’ have towards Righteous People then I’m overlooking a veeeeeeery valuable Lesson! -shakes head- I mention ‘can’ have because there are many other Lessons that describe a different relationship the Devil has with Righteous People. Keep in Mind that Numbers are nothing more than intangible abstract concepts without Applications. It’s similar to having Letters without the ability to create words, construct sentences, communicate a language, etc… Because many Gods/Earths have the mindset that “I don’t live out Lessons, I live out -Supreme- Mathematics” it’s easy to cee why there’s a huge variance between the intangible abstract concepts they talk about and how they’re actually being applied in their lives! This is the reason why an Earth can literally come in the Name of ‘Equality’ and tell you in the most eloquent words the science about her Attribute yet fail to identify in her subtle words and actions how she systematically objectifies Men (“…use him for a tool…” 6/1-14). This is also the reason why us Gods can come in the name of ‘Allah’ yet do shit so foul that it’ll out stage a Devil!

When Numbers exist as nothing more than intangible abstract concepts, what we deem Mathematics is nothing more than Abstract Art. And when it comes to Abstract Art, a cross shaped cherry poptart sittin in a Tiffany Wine Glass of Peruvian cow piss or a frozen shit-creme sandwich on a small licorice scented conveyer belt ran by a button pushin cabbage patch doll is considered Art; ‘Abstract’ Art that’ll have a room fulla muthafuckas buyin that bullshit! Now not all Gods/Earths are this abstract with the way they express Math, b.u.t. many definitely are! The value/purpose of having Lessons in the first place is to help us grow and develop through comprehending the Principle(s) behind Procedures like: why we do trading amongst those who’re ‘devoted’ and ‘try to do’ (9/1-14), why we took everything BUT their language when dealing with certain trouble makers, what it means that a person is savage when they lost the knowledge of themselves AND is living a beast life, etc.. . Shiiiiiiit, I can tell you some Math I live out from Lessons I learned in The Dark Knight! LOL! Some Gods/Earths even go as far as to justify why they live out Supreme Mathematics and not Lessons by stating that ‘120 is Muslim Lessons!’; all while living as a tax-paying Citizen in a Christian Country, speaking the English language, eating Middle Eastern Cuisine, and using body/healthcare supplies from European Companies. I’m sorry ya’ll b.u.t. the statement, “I live out Supreme Mathematics and not the Lessons because they’re Muslim Lessons” is some of the dumbest shit I’ve ever heard; as if using the Procedures and adhering to Universal Principles in 120 ‘only’ pertains to a Muslim! -shakes head- NOW, there are ‘some’ Procedures within 120 that do only pertain to the Religious Practice and Ideology of being a Muslim, just like there are ‘some’ Procedures within 120 that only pertain to being the Uncivilized, the Devil, an Angel Baby, Musa, Jebus, being Weak, a Trader’s interpretation, hearing thunder above ya head, raising ya children, being a Lieutenant, etc… Ultimately, those Procedures -and many, many others- function as Psychodramatic Symbolic Imagery for us to learn Lessons about life! Many Gods/Earths don’t get that deep and claim that, “We break it down for the children to understand.” Well the truth is, many Gods/Earths aren’t making it simple because they explain Math in purely abstract terms and it’s not explained coherently enough for the children to understand. When asked about Knowledge they simply say “Knowledge is the foundation. Knowledge is to know the ledge”; you can hear it on Original Thought Podcasts damn near every day. There is nothing wrong with that; it’s just alittle too abstract for many people to understand. When, “Knowledge is the foundation. Knowledge is to know the ledge” is said, nothing was explained about what knowledge is, what a foundation is, how knowledge is synonymous with being a foundation, what it means to know, what’s a ledge, what it means to know the ledge and ultimately when, where, why, and how ‘Knowledge is the foundation. Knowledge is to know the ledge’. If Knowledge is never broken down in Principle -through highlighting living Procedures (Applications) a person can identify with- then Knowledge will remain nothing more than an intangible abstract concept; a big ass Numeral ‘1’ sitting on a big black chalkboard in somebody’s head! This is sadly the case with many Gods/Earths. Unfortunately, when God/Earth Abstract Artists ‘try to’ (9/1-14) convey the Science of Supreme Mathematics -and Supreme Alphabet- to people -especially without the use of the Procedures/Principles of living out the Lessons- it turns into nothing b.u.t. a long ass frustrating game of Sticky Pad Pictionary. LOL!

PEACE!

Nuff Said!

Like Father Like Sun

Peace Ya’ll! Since I’ve released the above three books I’ve been getting a lot of positive responses from people who’ve either purchased them or I donated to them as a part of my Prison House Koran Correspondence Project. Cee, I really don’t talk too much about ‘what I do’ because my “light” travels (9/Actual Facts) alot faster than “sound” (8/Actual Facts), b.u.t. sometimes I gotta slow things down for a moment to give people a practical sense of what I do-do (pun not intended) LOL! This is important so they can get a grasp on where I’m practically coming from. If not, people may assume I just intelligently talk shit! LOL! Ya’ll I’ve been accused of being arrogant with my Math, not making myself available to people particularly Gods/Earths reaching out to me, being a dissenter, etc.. b.u.t. that’s all buuuuuullshit! -shakes head- First of all, I know what I do and what I do, I do to the best of my ability. So writing, rhyming, producing music, mentoring youth, etc.. are just a few of my talents -and I do all of them well! As far as making myself available to people… particularly Gods and Earths...? I receive letters from Gods in the Injustice all across North America every week! I’m not talking about Chris Brown like fan mail, b.u.t. I do receive enough correspondences where I need to dedicate a minimum of a few hours a week just to respond. Also keep in Mind that I’ve been corresponding with people in the Injustice for “years, months and days” (36/1-40). Aside from that, I receive countless emails, myspace messages, youtube messages and vm’s from Gods/Earths and People all across North America. Include the fact that I have a couple justice cipher borns that I work -either one, the other or both- 7 days a week and you get a glimpse of the type of days I’m dealing with. In all of this I always dedicate time to spend with the youth. The rest of the time I squeeze outta my days I utilize as personal time. Now I’m not saying all of this because of an EGO or to smell myself; these are things I love to do because it’s simply in my heart. My determined idea for making a contributions to civilization is not so I can have muthafuckas standing around pointing saying, “YO, THAT’S THE GOD SALADIN”! At the same time, I ain’t knockin ya’ll who’re trying to make a name for yourselves like that; that’s just where you’re at -and may stay- in your growth and development. Anyway, sometimes I just need to make knowledge born through a Public Service Announcement like this to let ya’ll know this ain’t fun, games and gossip! I am the very change I advocate; period. Now for Today’s Article… -grin-

When I first started learning about The Nation of Gods and Earths (Five Percenters), one of the greatest qualities I admired about The Father (FKA: Clarence 13X) was his ability to magnetize and be amongst the youth. I think people reaaaaaaaly take for granted the fact that when The Father was in his late 30’s, children were breakin their neck to hang around him! All of this attention, yet The Father wasn’t a Celebrity, Athlete, Musician, Artist, Dancer, Actor, Singer, Comedian, Drug Dealer, Pimp, etc… The Father had this kind of profound effect on the youth and he wasn’t any of these 106 & Parkian Icons you cee “drawing up” (8/1-40) our youth today! He was a plain Man that said shit that made the youth forge identification cards to get a chance to cee him when he was locked up in an insane asylum!!! His words -not money, wardrobe, or social status- had children begging for Lessons!!! He had to literally tell kids they can’t be skippin school to hang out with him, and they even listened to him when he told those who had charges on em to turn themselves in! The Father had children damn near 11 years old running to round up their friends so they can come stand around and listen to what he was saying! Think about that for a second…!

Aside from the knowledge I got from my Enlightener, The Father’s real, unstaged, authentic relationship with youth is what gave me a greater insight into what the True & Living God is! Why? Because the youth have an intimate relationship with the truth and know what’s real when they cee and feel it! For the youth to welcome The Father into their “social equality” (8/1-14) like that says a great deal about him. It says even more that all he gave them was what was going on in his head -through the words he spoke.

To willingly be amongst the youth demands of a person certain natural qualities. I say ‘natural qualities’ because they have to come natural to a person who willingly chooses to be amongst the youth. This is completely different then “having to deal with deez muthafuckas”; as some of you say openly or in quietness of your own Mind! LOL! As Gods and Earths, we learn in various degrees that ‘we have a duty to teach’. While many of us learn to take on this responsibility, there are many who naturally carry this responsibility as a personality trait or value. It’s kinda like the difference between a job and career. The Father clearly didn’t cee his responsibility to the youth -and other people- as a 9 to 5. This is not to say that there is anything wrong with those Gods and Earths who approach teaching civilization -especially to the youth- as a job because they may be putting in a lot of overtime! -shrugs-

Cee, when you’re amongst the youth -and even many adults-, one of the qualities you must have is patience! People without patience cannot tolerate or deal with children, period. Think about how patient The Father had to be to handle the “swift and changeable ”-emotional, intellectual, social and economic- currents (8/1-40) the youth were going through around him. If he had no patience, he wouldn’t have had the time to build relationships with the youth. Adults who lack the patience to be amongst the youth view this relationship like they're spoon feeding an elephant.

Another quality that’s important to have is understanding. You have to be very, very understanding to deal with youth because they’re young and developing a sense of direction in this labyrinth called Life. In the process, there are going to be a lot of lessons they learn, especially lessons we may have learned many years ago! Without understanding, an Adult tends to put unreasonable expectations on the youth’s ability to critically analyze ciphers and solve problems. As civilized people, Gods and Earths don’t advocate attacking (DESTROYING) the youth’s cognitive abilities -especially their own children- like the average 85er does with venomous phrases like, “You are so stupid!” “Are you dumb?!” “Dumb muthafucka!” and etc... Instead, Gods and Earths use phrases like “Do the knowledge!”, “That’s Wisdom Knowledge!”, “How you drawin that Math up?!”, etc. to BUILD with em. The downside to this is that the tone often doesn’t change, and even a phrase like “Do the knowledge!” can be impressionably interpreted as “Think; stupid ass!” by a youth who’re actually seeking encouragement -even when they don’t know they’re seeking it! So, without understanding, where the youth are at in their socio-intellectual Koran, Adults can be putting the nails in their own future coffin. Think about it; What youth do you know that loves to be around or help out some cantankerous-ass ole person who treats em like they don’t know shit?!

There are many other qualities that are definitely important, b.u.t. what it ultimately comes down to is respect (re-spect; to look again) or ‘taking a second look’ at what the youth mean to us in regards to our future on this Planet Earth. The Father focused on the youth because he undoubtedly understood that the youth ensured the immortal legacy of the Math! The Father wasn’t arrogant or ignorant enough to think -like many Adults- that he was simply going to be here tomorrow; without ever consulting and developing a relationship with the gatekeepers of the future; the youth.

Another thing to consider is that The Father wasn’t corny. Many of us are so outta touch with our “ownself” (13/1-36) that we honestly don’t know when we’re being just strait up corny! -shakes head- I damn sure know when I am and that sense of self awareness is what gives me a psychological edge when it comes to self evaluation and critically analyzing ciphers. For the youth the fuck with him like that, on a very basic level, The Father had to be a real cool dude! -grin-

To conclude Today’s Article I wanna address the nayslayers for a second. Now for those of you who want to accuse The Father of contributing to the delinquency of minors, distorting/changing ‘The Lessons’ or misleading impressionable children, how do you explain the positively productive results that came outta their relationship/proximity to him?! Many of you may disagree with The Father’s methodologies and that’s your lack of understanding. He got the damn job done, we continue to get the job done and you can never take that away from us! Yeah there are some Gods and Earths who aren’t doing their best, just like there aren’t some Muslims, Christians, Atheists, etc... doing their best too! -shrugs- One of the single most important questions to ask yourself is “Is this world going to be a better place when I leave it because I personally contributed to civilization?” I can say without a doubt that because of The Father’s caring and proactiveness to reach out the youth, he was instrumental in helping transform the psycho-socioeconomic landscape of America -and the Planet Earth as a whole- for the better! His contribution to civilization is undeniable, and through a succession of Enlighteners who have chosen to add to this legacy, I -like many other Gods and Earths- are a living breathing example of this less traveled journey! So with that said, I leave as I came…


Peace!

-a Puzzle Ring- figure it out!!!

Preventative Maintenance

Peace Ya’ll! Having Knowledge of Self is one thing b.u.t. forging, striving to elevate and maintaining a relationship with it is like apples and oranges! I will be upfront, I have cultural distrust issues and every God and Earth should! I say this because to put your cultural trust in a potential companion to make certain decisions that are in line with your Core Values -which they don’t share or may not even know- is a landmine waiting to blow-up in your faces! Notice I said “your faces”, because they get damaged too! Well where does the damage occur? The damage occurs when we place “trust” -AKA: unreasonable expectations- on a person to adhere to/uphold the same Cultural Principles we would in a given situation. This seems pretty simple up front and many Gods and Earths simply write off people from the door by categorizing them as “85’s” (14/1-40), b.u.t. it’s not always that clean, clear and concise -especially when “the Sun (Man) and Moon (Woman) have an attractive power on this plan”- it makes it that much harder! (8/1-40) Today I’m going build about Preventative Maintenance when it comes to Companionships.

When I first got Knowledge of Self I was very idealistic about “making” (1/1-10) a relationship. I couldn’t even conceive why a person wouldn’t love to get to know themselves more intimately and grow and develop into the best they could be; I couldn’t even cee that! So when it came to building with a potential Earth I never took the time to find out if this Culture is what she wants; I assumed she did! The reality is, many Women have a difficult time accepting/dealing with a Man because they’re used to accepting/dealing with males/boys. So when a Man waltz’s his ass into her life there’s usually a tug of war between roles and it’s steeped in the politics of power and dominion (control). The Women is reluctant to equally distribute her power and dominion (control) that the Man’s nature demands! If, and I say “if” these superpowers can work pass these wars and learn to be diplomatic about their respective roles within the relationship, then the relationship can actually work…at ground level…between a Man and a Women.

Now as Gods -and Earths- there’s different “cultural” expectations when it comes to entering into a relationship. First of all, we identify ourselves as much more than just a Man or Woman; this is why we come in the name of “God” and “Earth”. In regards to Gods: Keep in Mind that most Women have a difficult time just accepting a Man, so accepting you as God is often a huuuuuuuge psychological stretch for them. This hasn’t nothing to do with how swift you are or magnetic your Math is either; “They” simply don’t accept you as God (cognitive dissonance)! Even when you make knowledge born to them about who you are, and they appear to accept you by calling you God, learning Lessons, etc.., in their heart of hearts they’re really just looking at you as an “Asiatic Black Man” (1/1-10), if that. Not all Women are like this b.u.t. many of them are. All I’m saying is don’t think that just because she can quote Lessons, or calls you God that-that’s in her heart. If you’re a God and you really aren’t sure if this Wiz, so-called Queen or Earth is really about this culture then build with her!! And when you’re building with her don’t accept anything she says, question her to the point where she reveals the underlining Principle that upholds/supports her feelings; you’ll be surprised at what you cee, how she really cee’s this culture and how she’s ultimately been looking at you -maybe for “years, months and days” (36/1-40). *WARNING: If you’re satisfied with how things appear then keep them that way because you might now want to accept what will be revealed and take on the responsibility of doing something about it. I’m talking about “YOU” accepting what will be revealed and “YOU” taking on the responsibility of doing something about it. Your Wiz, so-called Queen or Earth may not want to do shit about it! Why should she?! You’ve already accepted her for who she is by laying down with her, maybe having a child -or children- with her, shackin up with her! Now it’s all about damage control, not the preventative maintenance I’ve been building about. The best way to resolve this kind of situation is to rebuild from the ground up be checking into a cultural rehab program. The reason you’ve gotten into this situation in the first place is because you were lax about your Cultural Values and allowed someone to come into your life who wasn’t “a said a person of that ability” (20/1-40). Don’t beat yourself up about it though; the fact that this person has learned “how to act” like they’re about this Culture “at home and abroad” (14/1-14) made this situation as clear as mud. Checking into a cultural rehab program means you need some time apart so you can get your head right! There’s no guarantee that you’ll ever get back with this Wiz, so-called Queen or Earth because she may not want to accept the Koran you’ve “renewed” (1/1-40). Also, one of the rules of recovery is to not go back to the same environment that helped sponsored your trip to rehab in the first damn place; you may relapse -“fall victim to” (38/1-40)- one of the “four” (10/1-14) triggers that cannot be reformed. Although you may want her -and the child(ren) to be a family, what you actually need is a universe and I know this is hard to accept b.u.t.: IT HAS TO BE ALL OR NOTHING. Anything “other than” (12/1-36) this would be ‘settling for the worst part’ (1/1-14) and ‘caring about the poor part’ (3/1-14). Anyway….., at the end of the day it’s better to live on your feet as the True and Living God by yourself, then slowly dying on your knees alongside someone who’s having a hard time ceeing you as an Asiatic Black Man. When it comes to Earths, all of the same concepts apply; if some dude can’t really cee you as a Queen or Earth and only uses these shallow terms as psychological Scooby Snacks, you gotta make some difficult decisions for you and your child(dren).

When I say “I have cultural distrust issues” this is not distrust in a prejudicial sense where I’m suspicious or reluctant about dealing with certain people. What I’m saying is, when I get to know people -based upon the Worldview and Core Values they show me- I simply don’t/won’t entrust them with certain tasks, delegate certain responsibilities to them, or share certain experiences with them because they don’t share my Worldview and Core Values as a God and Earth. That would be cultural negligence if I did. It’s like handing a person a blueprint to build something and expecting them to complete it without knowing for sure if they have an engineering background and experience in it. More importantly than that, we may not have even taken the time to cee if they view the task as a job or a thriving career; there is a difference!! Now many of you smart dumb muthafuckas just climbed up on your holy high horse and said “God the duty of the civilized is to teach he who is savage...!” (18/1-40). YES, I agree 120%; “Our” duty is to teach, b.u.t. their duty can be to just stay black -brown, red, yellow and white- and die! And if that’s what they want to do, we have no right to take that away from them or stand in their way! If we do stand in their way, we can be the very obstruction that’s stopping them from actually getting it right! Take that into consideration the next time you’re running your mouth, I mean “building with” em?! -shakes head-

To conclude Today’s Article I want to reemphasize that just because a person can recite Lessons, does Mathematical Tricks, or is pretty proficient in using the Supreme Math and Supreme Alphabet to spell words like ‘true I master equality’ (time), it doesn’t mean that they recognize, share and adhere to the Worldview and Core Values of The NGE. Our Supreme Mathematics are often referred to as ‘keys’ to understand -or unlock- our relationship to -and within- the universe. KEEP IN MIND that this -and any- relationship is Principle based. To have a relationship with any person, place or thing, you must identify and adhere to how it/they function. How something functions identifies it’s purpose and it’s purpose is it’s Principle or ‘Law which governs it’s process(es)’! This is to say that there are many people that simply do not know Supreme Mathematics in Principle! Therefore, they may be able to talk all day about Equality b.u.t. can’t/won’t show you Equality when the situation demands it; there’s an obvious glitch/lapse in understanding how Supreme Mathematics should be applied in Principle! Anyway, here are your basic preventative maintenance options when it comes to Companionships:

1. Before you get with someone take your time to really get to know them by the Principles they do/will live according to “regardless of whom or what” (11/1-14)! Find out what they’re really committed to in their heart and then decide if you want to -and can- live with it, because you will!

2. If you’ve discovered that you made an error in judgment with choosing a companion who’s not really about the Principles you adhere to and uphold, find a way to gracefully bow outta that shit! It will probably hurt -a lot- and you may be opening up the gates of hell, b.u.t. in the end you’ll be alright; you don’t have a choice!

3. Disregard all of this. Treat this Article as inapplicable bullshit and keep your positive and productive Companionship moving! Thanks for reading it to the end though; I appreciate the open Mind. -grin-

Peace!